I need motivation
A constant reminder to keep moving
Because I'm down
And I can't talk
Or atleast form the words I need to express
What's killing my unconscious happiness
I think my mind is getting writers block
I seem to be getting stressed
Random nights I wake to the dizzy heavy breathing consistently
How taxing it is to hold up 110lbs eye lids
I can fight it
Only for awhile
It seems
Though I get this iron sour bitter taste
Is this what I get for what seems to be a triumph in my perspective
Then victors truly get the spoils
To give everything
Wheres my toxic escape
Just for a moment
That moment I need to resist
That's what I told myself
I just want to breakdown
Every etched piece of me
I want to crumble
Just for a little while
I'll pick up the pieces while no one is watching
I promise
Please
Sep 29, 2014
Sep 29, 2014 at 5:33 AM UTC
I need motivation
A constant reminder to keep moving
Because I'm down
And I can't talk
Or atleast form the words I need to express
What's killing my unconscious happiness
I think my mind is getting writers block
I seem to be getting stressed
Random nights I wake to the dizzy heavy breathing consistently
How taxing it is to hold up 110lbs eye lids
I can fight it
Only for awhile
It seems
Though I get this iron sour bitter taste
Is this what I get for what seems to be a triumph in my perspective
Then victors truly get the spoils
To give everything
Wheres my toxic escape
Just for a moment
That moment I need to resist
That's what I told myself
I just want to breakdown
Every etched piece of me
I want to crumble
Just for a little while
I'll pick up the pieces while no one is watching
I promise
Please
