you tore me away from reality
with simple sentences
and idiotic jokes
you made me forget
everything
I didn't know what to think
or what to do with myself.
I guess I just ended up becoming yours.
now you've broken
everything
you've broken everything and you expect me to pick up the pieces
I will
I can guarantee that
but I can't guarantee that I will find all of the pieces
some will be lost,
maybe even broken smaller.
some will have been stolen,
by nightly visits or maybe
close relatives
and I know we might be able to get them back but
I don't want to scrape my hands picking up the glass that you broke
I don't want to work for something and go against people while you're sitting in your high chair waiting for some gratification
I don't want my blood all over your floor
when I know you're not even going to help
I don't want to feel
guilty
or vulnerable
when we talk
but I guess that's how it goes
because humans have needs that need to be fulfilled
no matter how hard it is for someone else to fulfil it for them.
Jul 12, 2014
Jul 12, 2014 at 3:38 PM UTC
you tore me away from reality
with simple sentences
and idiotic jokes
you made me forget
everything
I didn't know what to think
or what to do with myself.
I guess I just ended up becoming yours.
now you've broken
everything
you've broken everything and you expect me to pick up the pieces
I will
I can guarantee that
but I can't guarantee that I will find all of the pieces
some will be lost,
maybe even broken smaller.
some will have been stolen,
by nightly visits or maybe
close relatives
and I know we might be able to get them back but
I don't want to scrape my hands picking up the glass that you broke
I don't want to work for something and go against people while you're sitting in your high chair waiting for some gratification
I don't want my blood all over your floor
when I know you're not even going to help
I don't want to feel
guilty
or vulnerable
when we talk
but I guess that's how it goes
because humans have needs that need to be fulfilled
no matter how hard it is for someone else to fulfil it for them.
I'm to blame
for having emotions
and caring too much about the little things.
