hypochondria - Hello Poetry

I listened to you laugh, and it cracked my bones; I heard you smile, and I cracked my own. I've been living in a paradox where everything is you; every whisper, every mumble, every tossed out goodbye. I've been living in a world where everything's a lie, and honestly, all I want to do is die.

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Mar 16, 2015

Mar 16, 2015 at 9:54 PM UTC

rough

I listened to you laugh, and it cracked my bones; I heard you smile, and I cracked my own. I've been living in a paradox where everything is you; every whisper, every mumble, every tossed out goodbye. I've been living in a world where everything's a lie, and honestly, all I want to do is die.

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if you kissed my lips as passionately as you did my thighs maybe i would have believed you when you told me that you loved every inch of my tired body

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Dec 26, 2014

Dec 26, 2014 at 11:20 PM UTC

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if you kissed my lips as passionately as you did my thighs maybe i would have believed you when you told me that you loved every inch of my tired body

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I thought I was over you but then you laughed, you laughed and it left butterflies in my chest and me light headed. Then the dreams came. I had dreams every night that we were dancing, we were dancing in the waves, and in our own adolescence. But the stares made it worse. They brought back the memories. You spoke about me, you blushed. Your eyes connected with mine and I felt alive. I felt as if my world was shaking but it was okay because I had you there to stabilize me. Just like it used to be. Although realistically, we're on different sides of the world now and your world is being dominated by a new ally when mine is still unfound. Your hers, to put it simply, and seeing you kiss her instead of me makes me want to ***** You should be mine. I could kiss the solar system into your back and write you poetry that will hush you into my arms, I could lure you to sleep with gentle hands and slight bruising but I guess that's not enough

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Dec 19, 2014

Dec 19, 2014 at 8:15 PM UTC

i still love you

I thought I was over you but then you laughed, you laughed and it left butterflies in my chest and me light headed. Then the dreams came. I had dreams every night that we were dancing, we were dancing in the waves, and in our own adolescence. But the stares made it worse. They brought back the memories. You spoke about me, you blushed. Your eyes connected with mine and I felt alive. I felt as if my world was shaking but it was okay because I had you there to stabilize me. Just like it used to be. Although realistically, we're on different sides of the world now and your world is being dominated by a new ally when mine is still unfound. Your hers, to put it simply, and seeing you kiss her instead of me makes me want to ***** You should be mine. I could kiss the solar system into your back and write you poetry that will hush you into my arms, I could lure you to sleep with gentle hands and slight bruising but I guess that's not enough

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even though you're not mine anymore i still get jealous knowing that you think of her before you rest I still drive myself insane with thoughts of what you're doing I still want you It's been nine months and I feel like I need you I want to kiss your dry lips and make you mine again I want you to speak my name like I'm your own goddess and look for me in a crowded room I want you but you're hers you'll never kiss me again or look at me with wanton eyes while you bat your eyelashes but I want you to I ******* want you back so badly

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Nov 27, 2014

Nov 27, 2014 at 1:27 PM UTC

you

even though you're not mine anymore i still get jealous knowing that you think of her before you rest I still drive myself insane with thoughts of what you're doing I still want you It's been nine months and I feel like I need you I want to kiss your dry lips and make you mine again I want you to speak my name like I'm your own goddess and look for me in a crowded room I want you but you're hers you'll never kiss me again or look at me with wanton eyes while you bat your eyelashes but I want you to I ******* want you back so badly

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I broke your heart while wearing the bracelet my last gave to me and yet you still think my words weren't sincere

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Nov 27, 2014

Nov 27, 2014 at 1:26 PM UTC

sincerity

I broke your heart while wearing the bracelet my last gave to me and yet you still think my words weren't sincere

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seeing you talk to her how you used to talk to me puts craters in my chest and makes it hard to breathe because even though this is **** to admit I think I love you more than I've loved before and I think I need your breath on my neck to help my blood flow through my veins

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Nov 27, 2014

Nov 27, 2014 at 1:15 PM UTC

love me

seeing you talk to her how you used to talk to me puts craters in my chest and makes it hard to breathe because even though this is **** to admit I think I love you more than I've loved before and I think I need your breath on my neck to help my blood flow through my veins

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I want you to know that I'm weak. I'm weak in the knees when I see you, and I'm weak mentally when you say my name. I'm easily frustrated. You see I don't tolerate people well, they're all too plastic and/or obnoxious for my liking. I can't talk to others well ether. In the mornings when your mother drives me home I don't know know what to say, and when you're around your friends I'm lost. I write. Writing is my escape, it sets me apart from you others. I write about you and your cute nose, my weird obsessions, and sometimes even my past. You could break me a million times and I still couldn't find a flaw in your smile. I'm insecure. I worry that I'm not good enough 24/7. I'm feeble like a feather, sometimes I feel as if I'm the feather and you're the whole bird, but love, don't take this piece wrong, for I, the feather, am honoured and utterly astonished that a perfect bird like you would pick up a wounded feather, as I. Please, bear with me. I'm such a ****** person, but I'll clear your clouds every morning if you let me. Sincerely, me.

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Oct 5, 2014

Oct 5, 2014 at 11:01 PM UTC

Dear lover,

I want you to know that I'm weak. I'm weak in the knees when I see you, and I'm weak mentally when you say my name. I'm easily frustrated. You see I don't tolerate people well, they're all too plastic and/or obnoxious for my liking. I can't talk to others well ether. In the mornings when your mother drives me home I don't know know what to say, and when you're around your friends I'm lost. I write. Writing is my escape, it sets me apart from you others. I write about you and your cute nose, my weird obsessions, and sometimes even my past. You could break me a million times and I still couldn't find a flaw in your smile. I'm insecure. I worry that I'm not good enough 24/7. I'm feeble like a feather, sometimes I feel as if I'm the feather and you're the whole bird, but love, don't take this piece wrong, for I, the feather, am honoured and utterly astonished that a perfect bird like you would pick up a wounded feather, as I. Please, bear with me. I'm such a ****** person, but I'll clear your clouds every morning if you let me. Sincerely, me.

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*JESUS ******* CHRIST I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU MORE THAN ANYTHING MORE THAN MY WORST HABBIT AND MY DENIED PASSIONS WHEN YOU TOLD ME THAT I WOULD NEVER FIND ANYONE LIKE YOU YOU WERE ******* RIGHT I REGRET WHAT I DID TO **** THIS UP ITS YOUR FAULT AND YET I STILL ******* REGRET IT ALL I WISH I COULD HAVE LET YOU HURT ME SO YOU WOULD HAVE NEVER LEFT ME I WISH I COULD GO BACK IN TIME AND SLAP MYSELF IN THE ******* FACE FOR EVER UPSETTING YOU I WOULD DO ANYTHING TO HAVE YOU BACK NOBODY ELSE UNDERSTANDS AND I KNOW THIS IS STUPID OF ME BECAUSE YOUVE ALREADY MOVED ON AND FOUND A NEW ME BUT YOURE THE ONLY YOU THATS STILL BREATHING AND I DONT KNOW HOW TO COPE WITH THIS I DONT WANT SOME OBNOXIOUS GIRL WITH HER HEAD IN THE CLOUDS OR SOME PITY **** GUY WHO WANTS ME FOR MY BODY I WANT YOU AND I WANT ALL OF YOU I WANT HOW INSECURE YOU WERE AND HOW ******* ADORABLE YOU WERE AT THE SAME TIME I MISS RELATING WITH YOU AND JOKING WITH YOU I MISS WAKING UP TO YOUR MESSAGES AND NOT BEING ABLE GO GET THEM OUT OF MY HEAD I MISS DENYING LIKING YOU I MISS YOU I LOVE YOU ****

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Sep 17, 2014

Sep 17, 2014 at 11:22 PM UTC

aha

*JESUS ******* CHRIST I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU MORE THAN ANYTHING MORE THAN MY WORST HABBIT AND MY DENIED PASSIONS WHEN YOU TOLD ME THAT I WOULD NEVER FIND ANYONE LIKE YOU YOU WERE ******* RIGHT I REGRET WHAT I DID TO **** THIS UP ITS YOUR FAULT AND YET I STILL ******* REGRET IT ALL I WISH I COULD HAVE LET YOU HURT ME SO YOU WOULD HAVE NEVER LEFT ME I WISH I COULD GO BACK IN TIME AND SLAP MYSELF IN THE ******* FACE FOR EVER UPSETTING YOU I WOULD DO ANYTHING TO HAVE YOU BACK NOBODY ELSE UNDERSTANDS AND I KNOW THIS IS STUPID OF ME BECAUSE YOUVE ALREADY MOVED ON AND FOUND A NEW ME BUT YOURE THE ONLY YOU THATS STILL BREATHING AND I DONT KNOW HOW TO COPE WITH THIS I DONT WANT SOME OBNOXIOUS GIRL WITH HER HEAD IN THE CLOUDS OR SOME PITY **** GUY WHO WANTS ME FOR MY BODY I WANT YOU AND I WANT ALL OF YOU I WANT HOW INSECURE YOU WERE AND HOW ******* ADORABLE YOU WERE AT THE SAME TIME I MISS RELATING WITH YOU AND JOKING WITH YOU I MISS WAKING UP TO YOUR MESSAGES AND NOT BEING ABLE GO GET THEM OUT OF MY HEAD I MISS DENYING LIKING YOU I MISS YOU I LOVE YOU ****

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you've ruined all of my favourite songs because I remember listening to them to calm down the butterflies you gave me or to drown out my voice so my parents wouldn't hear when we would talk on the phone

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Aug 31, 2014

Aug 31, 2014 at 3:16 AM UTC

Untitled

you've ruined all of my favourite songs because I remember listening to them to calm down the butterflies you gave me or to drown out my voice so my parents wouldn't hear when we would talk on the phone

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I did more for you than I have anyone else and you just threw me away as if I was a plate with no design

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Aug 31, 2014

Aug 31, 2014 at 3:14 AM UTC

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I did more for you than I have anyone else and you just threw me away as if I was a plate with no design

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