Today I ended it
I left him
He told me he loves me
& didn't want to be without me
But I can't do it
I can't let him in
So like a turtle
I'll hide back in my shell
& shut out the world
I leave in 43 days
For the hospital & forced medications
& I know this is poorly written
But I feel like I lost myself
I can't do this anymore
I don't know what to do
Jul 6, 2014
Jul 6, 2014 at 1:38 PM UTC
Today I ended it
I left him
He told me he loves me
& didn't want to be without me
But I can't do it
I can't let him in
So like a turtle
I'll hide back in my shell
& shut out the world
I leave in 43 days
For the hospital & forced medications
& I know this is poorly written
But I feel like I lost myself
I can't do this anymore
I don't know what to do
43 days & counting
