all I ever wanna be is alone
but I'm never alone
my anxieties, fears, paranoias have taken a physical form
and I carry them around with me
I need them for my character
to humble myself
scheming, plotting
they're running around with me
they've attached themselves to my person
it's to the point now where I don't run from them anymore
they're oddly comforting
most people can't entertain an evil thought without getting emotional
but i'm emotionless
each emotion takes the form of a separate physical
my gang of pain
making up the anxiety that lingers in my head
my heart
but I've separated my soul
I put it in a safe place and I guess thats why I'm good with emotions
I left my emotional soul in another life
my existential is separated from my physical
and I can only feel when I go to that zone and want to feel
and that's the best feeling
Jun 20, 2014
Jun 20, 2014 at 2:02 PM UTC
all I ever wanna be is alone
but I'm never alone
my anxieties, fears, paranoias have taken a physical form
and I carry them around with me
I need them for my character
to humble myself
scheming, plotting
they're running around with me
they've attached themselves to my person
it's to the point now where I don't run from them anymore
they're oddly comforting
most people can't entertain an evil thought without getting emotional
but i'm emotionless
each emotion takes the form of a separate physical
my gang of pain
making up the anxiety that lingers in my head
my heart
but I've separated my soul
I put it in a safe place and I guess thats why I'm good with emotions
I left my emotional soul in another life
my existential is separated from my physical
and I can only feel when I go to that zone and want to feel
and that's the best feeling
