Theres nothing left to see now
the circus has finally closed
I sigh
as the freakshow begins
I stand down
lost
alone
my vision clouds
but I see everything
as the tent fills with shadows
I watch their faces
cruel laughter
lighting up their eyes
I run
frantic
as the empty seats are filled
by all the other outcasts
desperate
to laugh at someone else for a change
at least
something good
would have
come out
of my useless life
all Ive ever done
is hurt people
then again
theres a first time
for everything...
The shadows
they stare
as if
they havent heard
of things like me before
abominations
monsters
I cant tell
if they really see me
they would be the first...
I watch
as they take their seats
the ringmaster
pushes me
one
step
too
far
and I fall
into the empty pit that surrounds me
inside and outside
finally the same
the shadows laugh
as I drown
in the waters
of my soul...
I feel the darkness
closing in
I welcome it
it will all be over soon anyway
why fight
when
there is nothing left
to fight for
after all
Im not
worth the trouble
no one
faught for me...
Jun 9, 2014
Jun 9, 2014 at 9:50 AM UTC
Theres nothing left to see now
the circus has finally closed
I sigh
as the freakshow begins
I stand down
lost
alone
my vision clouds
but I see everything
as the tent fills with shadows
I watch their faces
cruel laughter
lighting up their eyes
I run
frantic
as the empty seats are filled
by all the other outcasts
desperate
to laugh at someone else for a change
at least
something good
would have
come out
of my useless life
all Ive ever done
is hurt people
then again
theres a first time
for everything...
The shadows
they stare
as if
they havent heard
of things like me before
abominations
monsters
I cant tell
if they really see me
they would be the first...
I watch
as they take their seats
the ringmaster
pushes me
one
step
too
far
and I fall
into the empty pit that surrounds me
inside and outside
finally the same
the shadows laugh
as I drown
in the waters
of my soul...
I feel the darkness
closing in
I welcome it
it will all be over soon anyway
why fight
when
there is nothing left
to fight for
after all
Im not
worth the trouble
no one
faught for me...