I hate the way you made me cry
And the way I let you in
I hate the way I thought you loved me
Even though that's no longer true
I hate the way I told you my secrets and all of my problems too
I hate the way you knew about my brave shield and still decided to knock it down
I hate the way you gave up without a fight
Even though I know that's what you wanted
I hate the way that you picked now to let it out, at the time I loved you the most
I hate the way I believed you when you'd say you love me every night
And call me perfect even though I knew it was a lie
I hate the fact that you were the reason for the smile on my face
And even worse the tears on my cheek
I hate the way the last memory I have of you is the best we ever shared
Even though your intentions were far away from mine
I hate the way I still remember your little quirks
And you claim to remember mine
And the way I can still remember how your touch felt against my skin
And the butterflies I got in the pit of my stomach when we kissed
I hate the way you accepted my faults and I did the same to you
And the fact you were my first everything
I hate how every room in my house is filled with memories of you
I hate the fact we wasted so much time and the way you didn't give it a second thought
I hate the fact I know you won't change your mind about this no matter how hard I try
And I hate the fact you left my life without any kind of warning
And the fact I didn't have an impact on your life like you did in mine
But most of all I hate the fact I don't hate you, in fact you were the first guy I loved
But you know what, **** you, I'm a diamond not a rock
Jun 7, 2014
Jun 7, 2014 at 6:34 AM UTC
I hate the way you made me cry
And the way I let you in
I hate the way I thought you loved me
Even though that's no longer true
I hate the way I told you my secrets and all of my problems too
I hate the way you knew about my brave shield and still decided to knock it down
I hate the way you gave up without a fight
Even though I know that's what you wanted
I hate the way that you picked now to let it out, at the time I loved you the most
I hate the way I believed you when you'd say you love me every night
And call me perfect even though I knew it was a lie
I hate the fact that you were the reason for the smile on my face
And even worse the tears on my cheek
I hate the way the last memory I have of you is the best we ever shared
Even though your intentions were far away from mine
I hate the way I still remember your little quirks
And you claim to remember mine
And the way I can still remember how your touch felt against my skin
And the butterflies I got in the pit of my stomach when we kissed
I hate the way you accepted my faults and I did the same to you
And the fact you were my first everything
I hate how every room in my house is filled with memories of you
I hate the fact we wasted so much time and the way you didn't give it a second thought
I hate the fact I know you won't change your mind about this no matter how hard I try
And I hate the fact you left my life without any kind of warning
And the fact I didn't have an impact on your life like you did in mine
But most of all I hate the fact I don't hate you, in fact you were the first guy I loved
But you know what, **** you, I'm a diamond not a rock
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