I hate how empty I am
because I thought
I had the universe inside of me
but I cried all the black holes out of my veins
the volcanoes inside of my rib cage erupted when you told me you loved me but didn't want me and
the lava flooded out, burning my skin alive and hardened me until I
couldn't close my eyes to sleep
I had stars in my brain
shining bright
but I've burned them all
with all the drugs I've been taking
just to burn you out of my mind
the garden growing at the bottom of my stomach is dead because it seems to be that I can't water them with alcohol
I had the sun above my head always following me but it's been covered by the gray clouds with no rain making my thoughts turn into darkness
I had the planets at the tip of my tongue but you took them all away with you
leaving me with just myself
I was everything
and then I met you
and you were everything
but now you're gone with all of me
and now I can't find myself in this universe that I thought once was all mine
j.f
May 28, 2014
May 28, 2014 at 9:15 AM UTC
I hate how empty I am
because I thought
I had the universe inside of me
but I cried all the black holes out of my veins
the volcanoes inside of my rib cage erupted when you told me you loved me but didn't want me and
the lava flooded out, burning my skin alive and hardened me until I
couldn't close my eyes to sleep
I had stars in my brain
shining bright
but I've burned them all
with all the drugs I've been taking
just to burn you out of my mind
the garden growing at the bottom of my stomach is dead because it seems to be that I can't water them with alcohol
I had the sun above my head always following me but it's been covered by the gray clouds with no rain making my thoughts turn into darkness
I had the planets at the tip of my tongue but you took them all away with you
leaving me with just myself
I was everything
and then I met you
and you were everything
but now you're gone with all of me
and now I can't find myself in this universe that I thought once was all mine
j.f
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