jacqueline-flores - Hello Poetry

Ive never thought this human being can hurt an individual like myself as much as she has i never thought she can grab my heart and crush it as if i was just the girl next door instead of her allegedly forever.. i never thought she can hurt me and make me shed tears that can fill up an empty ocean i never thought she can give up on something that was so beautiful, full of butterflies and sweet soft smiles so easily. I miss your smile, your heart, your gentle touch and the special pet names that would always make me blush even just 2 days before you shattered my heart i just want you back in my arms so i can make you- you again Oh please come back ive never been one to pray to God but oh for you? Ill pray for you in this universe and in any other universe over and over again I hope you find happiness within yourself again but i just pray its with me by your side..

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Jun 16, 2019

Jun 16, 2019 at 10:40 AM UTC

Nicolette

Ive never thought this human being can hurt an individual like myself as much as she has i never thought she can grab my heart and crush it as if i was just the girl next door instead of her allegedly forever.. i never thought she can hurt me and make me shed tears that can fill up an empty ocean i never thought she can give up on something that was so beautiful, full of butterflies and sweet soft smiles so easily. I miss your smile, your heart, your gentle touch and the special pet names that would always make me blush even just 2 days before you shattered my heart i just want you back in my arms so i can make you- you again Oh please come back ive never been one to pray to God but oh for you? Ill pray for you in this universe and in any other universe over and over again I hope you find happiness within yourself again but i just pray its with me by your side..

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Years have rushed by since the time you hurt me And I want you to know that when I think of you, I do think of you as the storm who did nothing good but destroy its precious surroundings. You are no longer pinned in my mind rather, you are out of my mind And I do remember you as someone who broke me rather than loved me. j.f

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Jan 29, 2019

Jan 29, 2019 at 2:59 PM UTC

yes its about you.

Years have rushed by since the time you hurt me And I want you to know that when I think of you, I do think of you as the storm who did nothing good but destroy its precious surroundings. You are no longer pinned in my mind rather, you are out of my mind And I do remember you as someone who broke me rather than loved me. j.f

6

I believe we still exist somewhere in the universe maybe in a different galaxy or possibly just behind the moon fading into the stars where all soulmates go when the love disappears I can see us near the moon smiling laughing and sharing thoughts the way we were 2 light years ago When I look up at the sky I can feel your blue eyes burning my skin to the point that I have to squint and wipe a tear with the hands you wanted to hold I believe our promises are kept there running around with their hands held like children filled with happiness not knowing that the promise will let go and crash hard onto the ground, shattering every light that you might have inside I believe what we had is somewhere out of reach where neither of us can ever touch again and it is as dim as a little star you can barely see in the sky and although, in this existence we became nothing but chaos and shadows in between the woods we are there, we are alive, we are happy but we are not in love j.f//j.v

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Mar 24, 2017

Mar 24, 2017 at 3:18 PM UTC

dead lovers

I believe we still exist somewhere in the universe maybe in a different galaxy or possibly just behind the moon fading into the stars where all soulmates go when the love disappears I can see us near the moon smiling laughing and sharing thoughts the way we were 2 light years ago When I look up at the sky I can feel your blue eyes burning my skin to the point that I have to squint and wipe a tear with the hands you wanted to hold I believe our promises are kept there running around with their hands held like children filled with happiness not knowing that the promise will let go and crash hard onto the ground, shattering every light that you might have inside I believe what we had is somewhere out of reach where neither of us can ever touch again and it is as dim as a little star you can barely see in the sky and although, in this existence we became nothing but chaos and shadows in between the woods we are there, we are alive, we are happy but we are not in love j.f//j.v

25

its so hopeless and i'm so frustrated because i know you wanted me.. on those days i drove 30 minutes just to see you, to kiss you, and to be held so close to you to the point that if you squeezed a bit tighter id lose my breath. i could feel your eyes giving me a sunburn as i watched the television screen and id smile just to hear the words "youre so cute" come out of your mouth. Being together and pretending what we had will last for a long time, that the moment would stand still but at the same time i feel that all of it was just something for you to do on your free time, even though you deny it. i remember a tear crawling down my cheek as i watched your delicate hands making me the same sandwich you made the first day we met all because i knew this was all just going to be a memory engraved in my brain. That in a matter of time it will all just end. i cant imagine you actually missing me when days of us not seeing each other pass by even though when that happens you send me texts saying how much you miss me, wishing you were with me, and how you hate that you cant have me. (even though its all your fault.) you tell me how you have a feeling that i have no interest in you or that i couldn't care less if we just stop speaking but really.. that's how i feel about you and honestly, i like you way too much; i'm afraid it will scare you it hurts knowing that in life people come and go all the time. That at any moment you will just be a memory. it hurts knowing that one day you'll just think that i was fun while i lasted but that you never wanted to make me officially yours. you'd only ask me if i was yours when we were on your bed. i want to matter more to you, more than just a text at 3 am telling me how you wish i was in bed with you and how you're thinking of me. i want texts at 7 pm saying you want me to get all dolled up to show me off at dinner. But its selfish and unfair of me to want you to see me as something more when you actually don't, but its okay, even if you would have extended your hand to hold mine i don't think we could have gone as far as i hoped for. i loved us together, i loved our connection, i loved our chemistry just as much as you did. but i'm excited to hold a girls hand who wouldn't want to let go until its time to let go. i'm glad i haven't been careless with my heart even though i allowed your fingernails dig deep into my heart but i've finally pushed you away and now the holes are bleeding out but ill be okay. they will soon turn into scars. next time i know not to give all of me to someone who never asked for all of me in the first place.. j.f //j.v

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Mar 30, 2016

Mar 30, 2016 at 2:54 AM UTC

matter

its so hopeless and i'm so frustrated because i know you wanted me.. on those days i drove 30 minutes just to see you, to kiss you, and to be held so close to you to the point that if you squeezed a bit tighter id lose my breath. i could feel your eyes giving me a sunburn as i watched the television screen and id smile just to hear the words "youre so cute" come out of your mouth. Being together and pretending what we had will last for a long time, that the moment would stand still but at the same time i feel that all of it was just something for you to do on your free time, even though you deny it. i remember a tear crawling down my cheek as i watched your delicate hands making me the same sandwich you made the first day we met all because i knew this was all just going to be a memory engraved in my brain. That in a matter of time it will all just end. i cant imagine you actually missing me when days of us not seeing each other pass by even though when that happens you send me texts saying how much you miss me, wishing you were with me, and how you hate that you cant have me. (even though its all your fault.) you tell me how you have a feeling that i have no interest in you or that i couldn't care less if we just stop speaking but really.. that's how i feel about you and honestly, i like you way too much; i'm afraid it will scare you it hurts knowing that in life people come and go all the time. That at any moment you will just be a memory. it hurts knowing that one day you'll just think that i was fun while i lasted but that you never wanted to make me officially yours. you'd only ask me if i was yours when we were on your bed. i want to matter more to you, more than just a text at 3 am telling me how you wish i was in bed with you and how you're thinking of me. i want texts at 7 pm saying you want me to get all dolled up to show me off at dinner. But its selfish and unfair of me to want you to see me as something more when you actually don't, but its okay, even if you would have extended your hand to hold mine i don't think we could have gone as far as i hoped for. i loved us together, i loved our connection, i loved our chemistry just as much as you did. but i'm excited to hold a girls hand who wouldn't want to let go until its time to let go. i'm glad i haven't been careless with my heart even though i allowed your fingernails dig deep into my heart but i've finally pushed you away and now the holes are bleeding out but ill be okay. they will soon turn into scars. next time i know not to give all of me to someone who never asked for all of me in the first place.. j.f //j.v

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I was gonna write to you again but then I remembered that you actually dont care a slight bit anymore so I decided to grab my old pencil instead of my phone and write about you even though I might have seemed like I dealt with it perfectly fine like I wasn't going to miss you .. truthfully, I miss you deeply and I've been drowning with the thoughts of missing you since then but I want you to know that I still think you're as lovely as the sunsets yet as deadly as the dark night and I don't know if you remember anymore because after everything we were or at least what I wanted us to be you always said the way I would describe things were beautiful... that my mind was beautiful... even that i was beautiful... and I remember thinking I wish I can tell you how much I truly love you with you by my side because I know you wanted me to i know i kept my feelings hidden but when i write.. all hidden is out what a shame though.. you wont ever read this anyways, I want you to know that I am happy that youve moved on but ****** that you're not happy with me but know that I'll still give you my heart, even the moon since it's much bigger than I can ever be, h e l l, ill give you the whole universe even if you don't want to share it with me anymore. j.f

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Nov 9, 2015

Nov 9, 2015 at 12:21 AM UTC

my first poem about you

I was gonna write to you again but then I remembered that you actually dont care a slight bit anymore so I decided to grab my old pencil instead of my phone and write about you even though I might have seemed like I dealt with it perfectly fine like I wasn't going to miss you .. truthfully, I miss you deeply and I've been drowning with the thoughts of missing you since then but I want you to know that I still think you're as lovely as the sunsets yet as deadly as the dark night and I don't know if you remember anymore because after everything we were or at least what I wanted us to be you always said the way I would describe things were beautiful... that my mind was beautiful... even that i was beautiful... and I remember thinking I wish I can tell you how much I truly love you with you by my side because I know you wanted me to i know i kept my feelings hidden but when i write.. all hidden is out what a shame though.. you wont ever read this anyways, I want you to know that I am happy that youve moved on but ****** that you're not happy with me but know that I'll still give you my heart, even the moon since it's much bigger than I can ever be, h e l l, ill give you the whole universe even if you don't want to share it with me anymore. j.f

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I can't sleep at night there's an emptiness in the dark that Im trying to get a hold of and its when you'd keep me up till 3 am because you cared It's been 2 months since you found her and since we actually spoke but you're still in my heart and still keeping me up late at night. You actually expect me to forget the words, the lies you told me, our nights, us, you. You expect me to just pretend none of this ever happened only because you found her and she now owns your nights but you know why it's so God **** impossible for me to just let go of you? Because every song, every book and every movie, reminds me of you you ruined my favorite things and now I can't even listen to a song because I know you liked it and I would tell you i liked it because it reminded me of your words now my favorite song is the song I hate the most you brought me back from hell just to bring me right back in it and oh god I felt heaven for a while and it was all you, it was you, I hate you. You ****** me up with the phrase "I like you as a friend" after everything you ever said to me I hate you I hate you I can't wait for the day I fall asleep without you in my head, without the tears in my eyes and fall asleep with a smile in my face because I know I deserve better j.f

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Dec 21, 2014

Dec 21, 2014 at 12:35 PM UTC

My last poem about you

I can't sleep at night there's an emptiness in the dark that Im trying to get a hold of and its when you'd keep me up till 3 am because you cared It's been 2 months since you found her and since we actually spoke but you're still in my heart and still keeping me up late at night. You actually expect me to forget the words, the lies you told me, our nights, us, you. You expect me to just pretend none of this ever happened only because you found her and she now owns your nights but you know why it's so God **** impossible for me to just let go of you? Because every song, every book and every movie, reminds me of you you ruined my favorite things and now I can't even listen to a song because I know you liked it and I would tell you i liked it because it reminded me of your words now my favorite song is the song I hate the most you brought me back from hell just to bring me right back in it and oh god I felt heaven for a while and it was all you, it was you, I hate you. You ****** me up with the phrase "I like you as a friend" after everything you ever said to me I hate you I hate you I can't wait for the day I fall asleep without you in my head, without the tears in my eyes and fall asleep with a smile in my face because I know I deserve better j.f

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You never loved me You did not love me You only loved the attention I gave you You loved how mad I will get when you ignored me the way you would You loved the fact that I would drop anything just to be with you and be able to touch you You did not love me, but oh God, I really loved you j.f

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Dec 20, 2014

Dec 20, 2014 at 1:57 AM UTC

Gone

You never loved me You did not love me You only loved the attention I gave you You loved how mad I will get when you ignored me the way you would You loved the fact that I would drop anything just to be with you and be able to touch you You did not love me, but oh God, I really loved you j.f

7

It's been 3 months since we last spoke, really spoke.. not just guilty hellos and scattered goodbyes when the clock hits 11 and just like that, you decided to say that we were just friends when you knew we weren't we couldn't be after what we used to be and my heart shattered like the vase I had on my delicate hand when you said you don't know if you love me anymore i told you I still had feelings that haven't quite gone away yet and you kept quiet you had always told me how one day you pictured walking up to me telling me about your day with a sweet smile saying that you will forever love me you were the only thing that ever kept me as a whole and just so quickly you became the only thing that kept me empty j.f

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Dec 20, 2014

Dec 20, 2014 at 1:55 AM UTC

Untitled

It's been 3 months since we last spoke, really spoke.. not just guilty hellos and scattered goodbyes when the clock hits 11 and just like that, you decided to say that we were just friends when you knew we weren't we couldn't be after what we used to be and my heart shattered like the vase I had on my delicate hand when you said you don't know if you love me anymore i told you I still had feelings that haven't quite gone away yet and you kept quiet you had always told me how one day you pictured walking up to me telling me about your day with a sweet smile saying that you will forever love me you were the only thing that ever kept me as a whole and just so quickly you became the only thing that kept me empty j.f

7

I promise you that you deserve better. You deserve someone who will call you late at night just to hear your voice and not let you fall asleep when you're mad, crying wishing I'd call you to tell you what you've been waiting for. I've poured all my poison into you that I can't pour the water to let the flowers grow again and Im sorry I'm really sorry I promise you that once you let go of me you'll be able to find the love that you wanted with me but with someone who deserves all of you 1:08 a.m. - I wish you'd say this to m

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Dec 2, 2014

Dec 2, 2014 at 7:20 AM UTC

Blank

I promise you that you deserve better. You deserve someone who will call you late at night just to hear your voice and not let you fall asleep when you're mad, crying wishing I'd call you to tell you what you've been waiting for. I've poured all my poison into you that I can't pour the water to let the flowers grow again and Im sorry I'm really sorry I promise you that once you let go of me you'll be able to find the love that you wanted with me but with someone who deserves all of you 1:08 a.m. - I wish you'd say this to m

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It's okay darling, I know you're not in love with me j.f

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Nov 13, 2014

Nov 13, 2014 at 4:28 PM UTC

Okay

It's okay darling, I know you're not in love with me j.f

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