all my life, i have waited for promises.
she left, he left,
they dissipated with ease,
smoke fading into the morning air
i have learned to stand
on my own two feet,
a little unsteady &
a little unsure, but
i’m still here after
trying not to be.
swallowed poison, spit food
from my stomach, sharpened
blades against my skin.
& here i am.
isn’t it beautiful?
isn’t the world worth
staying a little longer for?
now, i know enough not
to threaten myself with
certain oblivion. that i will not
be another sad story. that
there are somewheres i have
never travelled, *** that must
be had, faces i have not yet
split into smiles with my own.
& i don’t quite know who i am,
no certainty nor sureness, but
i’m ready for the good to come.
& now there’s you & i don’t think
i’ve wanted this badly. me, i’m on the verge
of becoming the best of myself &
then there’s you. give me your forever &
i’ll kiss you every morning. give me your forever
& i’ll never regret a thing. give me your
forever & i will go until no end
to love you for the rest
of your days.
i’m sorry to sound so confessional but
after trying to sink these feelings to
the bottom of the seabed, i learned
that words float. you are not a shipwreck
waiting to happen. you are mine
& i am yours &
let’s just see
what sort
of world
we are
as one.
May 14, 2014
May 14, 2014 at 10:18 PM UTC
all my life, i have waited for promises.
she left, he left,
they dissipated with ease,
smoke fading into the morning air
i have learned to stand
on my own two feet,
a little unsteady &
a little unsure, but
i’m still here after
trying not to be.
swallowed poison, spit food
from my stomach, sharpened
blades against my skin.
& here i am.
isn’t it beautiful?
isn’t the world worth
staying a little longer for?
now, i know enough not
to threaten myself with
certain oblivion. that i will not
be another sad story. that
there are somewheres i have
never travelled, *** that must
be had, faces i have not yet
split into smiles with my own.
& i don’t quite know who i am,
no certainty nor sureness, but
i’m ready for the good to come.
& now there’s you & i don’t think
i’ve wanted this badly. me, i’m on the verge
of becoming the best of myself &
then there’s you. give me your forever &
i’ll kiss you every morning. give me your forever
& i’ll never regret a thing. give me your
forever & i will go until no end
to love you for the rest
of your days.
i’m sorry to sound so confessional but
after trying to sink these feelings to
the bottom of the seabed, i learned
that words float. you are not a shipwreck
waiting to happen. you are mine
& i am yours &
let’s just see
what sort
of world
we are
as one.
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