i want to go back
f o u r months
and stay tucked between the sheets
in the comfort of the unknown
before i met you-
before you changed me-
before you ruined me
i want to go back
s i x months
and beg you to stay-
to grovel at your feet
and make me okay
before i let you slip away-
before i let me lose my way
i want to go back
1 0 months
to know what i now know
before you changed my mind-
before you brought me back to life
i want to go back
f o u r t e e n years
and freeze time-
to be innocent-
before my light
turned dark-
to know not
what i now know-
before my mind met
destruction
i want to go back
t w e n t y years
and erase the future-
to erase the pain-
b a c k before coming to existence
in a place measured by time-
before life was an en d l e s s stretch
and death was a goal-
before life was a burden-
before knowing a meaningless existence-
before corruption consumed me
but truly
i need to go back
ten months-
when you,
only you
were capable of soothing my thoughts-
when you pulled me out of the dark
to show me the light
as if the sun was suspended
in a endless night sky
i need to go back
six months-
and tell you to stay-
to tell you that when you leave
i, too, would go away-
just six months-
before i let who i was with you
disappear-
before i welcomed the negativity-
before i let it consume me-
before i met the boy who ruined me
Apr 14, 2014
Apr 14, 2014 at 2:20 PM UTC
i want to go back
f o u r months
and stay tucked between the sheets
in the comfort of the unknown
before i met you-
before you changed me-
before you ruined me
i want to go back
s i x months
and beg you to stay-
to grovel at your feet
and make me okay
before i let you slip away-
before i let me lose my way
i want to go back
1 0 months
to know what i now know
before you changed my mind-
before you brought me back to life
i want to go back
f o u r t e e n years
and freeze time-
to be innocent-
before my light
turned dark-
to know not
what i now know-
before my mind met
destruction
i want to go back
t w e n t y years
and erase the future-
to erase the pain-
b a c k before coming to existence
in a place measured by time-
before life was an en d l e s s stretch
and death was a goal-
before life was a burden-
before knowing a meaningless existence-
before corruption consumed me
but truly
i need to go back
ten months-
when you,
only you
were capable of soothing my thoughts-
when you pulled me out of the dark
to show me the light
as if the sun was suspended
in a endless night sky
i need to go back
six months-
and tell you to stay-
to tell you that when you leave
i, too, would go away-
just six months-
before i let who i was with you
disappear-
before i welcomed the negativity-
before i let it consume me-
before i met the boy who ruined me
