The devil was inside me
Tonight, for the very first time.
I ached and cryed out for
him to let me be
I'm sure he loved every
Ounce of breaking skin
For him, still for the very first time.
Sorry father for I am weak,
Too weak to bare reality
So pains will do otherwise to soothe my wretched soul .
Sorry father for I have sinned,
My groins and arms in agony
But still I fake this half hearted grin,
**** this life I am living in . Ball my eyes and for what reason other than inebriation and unhappiness built within .
Apr 4, 2014
Apr 4, 2014 at 6:47 AM UTC
The devil was inside me
Tonight, for the very first time.
I ached and cryed out for
him to let me be
I'm sure he loved every
Ounce of breaking skin
For him, still for the very first time.
Sorry father for I am weak,
Too weak to bare reality
So pains will do otherwise to soothe my wretched soul .
Sorry father for I have sinned,
My groins and arms in agony
But still I fake this half hearted grin,
**** this life I am living in . Ball my eyes and for what reason other than inebriation and unhappiness built within .