My sweet baby doll
Has been drinkin' far too much.
Gettin' lost in white sands
Jul 27, 2014
Jul 27, 2014 at 7:43 AM UTC
For some reason,
I think I'm genuinely happy .
But I still question myself and
Who I am, who I'm becoming ?
Jul 27, 2014
Jul 27, 2014 at 7:42 AM UTC
To question
Whether or not
They'd even miss me
Is potentially my
Lowest point in life .
Jun 13, 2014
Jun 13, 2014 at 3:25 AM UTC
Every day I think about offing myself
But what will that do .
I'll fade just as everyone else does
I come out and try and be seemingly
Normal..
but I can't .
Never was . Surely never am .
I always play around with it in my head
how should I do it .
Should I leave notes
Should I explain why
Should I do it painfully
or get right to the point ?
Jun 13, 2014
Jun 13, 2014 at 2:27 AM UTC
I'm full of sorrows .
Up to my neck .
I can't breathe it's suffocating me .
How this world full of opportunities
Can be so endlessly disappointing is
Beyond me.
It's disgusting to me that people would pay millions for more breaths, while here I sob and pray to be rid of this world.
I'm so ******* selfish .
Jun 11, 2014
Jun 11, 2014 at 3:29 AM UTC
Here's space;
I snort the excrement's
of your lives .
This is me taking
hold of you.
You may not feel it
tonight but I will return
at dawn.
I can't help but to gaze in your bloodshot
swollen eyes. Burdened of all fears you
hold inside.
I take away your life.
Apr 16, 2014
Apr 16, 2014 at 5:34 PM UTC
The devil was inside me
Tonight, for the very first time.
I ached and cryed out for
him to let me be
I'm sure he loved every
Ounce of breaking skin
For him, still for the very first time.
Sorry father for I am weak,
Too weak to bare reality
So pains will do otherwise to soothe my wretched soul .
Sorry father for I have sinned,
My groins and arms in agony
But still I fake this half hearted grin,
**** this life I am living in . Ball my eyes and for what reason other than inebriation and unhappiness built within .
Apr 4, 2014
Apr 4, 2014 at 6:47 AM UTC
Coming from a boy whom
I've never seen a face from
you can't expect me to see you,
I would not recognize you in a crowd..
nor would I look for
you in a store..
but when I saw those
eyes I realized who you were .
Apr 3, 2014
Apr 3, 2014 at 5:12 PM UTC
The lack of intimacy
that's between us . .
Is torturous for the mind ,
I lay there ,
Feeling like I've
Been poked, and
prodded .
And as mentally unstable
Young lady, I'm bursting
At the seams . .
For even the smallest
Amount of your infectious
Attention .
Apr 2, 2014
Apr 2, 2014 at 5:55 PM UTC
his teeth were stained
putrid of the harsh life he endured .
so many reasons to smile
but he constantly holds back the truth .
I'm sorry it's strenuous and
tedious life, but a person can only
keep giving before their own smile
winds up half-hearted and empty
as well .
Mar 25, 2014
Mar 25, 2014 at 5:46 AM UTC