A mind divided by choice
When the choice is not its own
A blazing light shrouded by cloud
Love of one
That does not love in return
Can never be returned
That feeling remains
Trapped in a limbo of desire
And control
Forever contesting which way
It may fall
To exist in love is to fall
Fall fall fall
Drift continuous ‘til space
And time are meaningless
Only tears fall as far as love
Subsumed into emptiness
That crowds the mind so full
There is no choice to fall
As there is in life
Only an awareness
As the light burns
It will scour mind clean
Until nothing remains
Alone in the dark
But still whole
That then is the choice
To surrender to love
And lose ourselves
Or to remain who we are
And go alone into the great dark.
Apr 2, 2014
Apr 2, 2014 at 10:26 AM UTC
A mind divided by choice
When the choice is not its own
A blazing light shrouded by cloud
Love of one
That does not love in return
Can never be returned
That feeling remains
Trapped in a limbo of desire
And control
Forever contesting which way
It may fall
To exist in love is to fall
Fall fall fall
Drift continuous ‘til space
And time are meaningless
Only tears fall as far as love
Subsumed into emptiness
That crowds the mind so full
There is no choice to fall
As there is in life
Only an awareness
As the light burns
It will scour mind clean
Until nothing remains
Alone in the dark
But still whole
That then is the choice
To surrender to love
And lose ourselves
Or to remain who we are
And go alone into the great dark.
