I think I lied to you.
lied to myself.
I said I "used to"
because it is my wish.
but not true yet.
Every time you sing,
I doubt
the "used to" that I claim.
Every time you give me that playful smile
I flutter
and the "used to" fades.
I forget
that I "used to".
Past not present tense.
I build a wall
with bricks and mortar
created from "used to".
Meant to protect me
from your love
for me, as a friend.
for her, as more.
I want to "used to"
but I forget that I "used to"
and I start to,
all over again.
Mar 16, 2014
Mar 16, 2014 at 2:25 PM UTC
I think I lied to you.
lied to myself.
I said I "used to"
because it is my wish.
but not true yet.
Every time you sing,
I doubt
the "used to" that I claim.
Every time you give me that playful smile
I flutter
and the "used to" fades.
I forget
that I "used to".
Past not present tense.
I build a wall
with bricks and mortar
created from "used to".
Meant to protect me
from your love
for me, as a friend.
for her, as more.
I want to "used to"
but I forget that I "used to"
and I start to,
all over again.
