Unknown and foreign to light
Feeling the emptiness hence cry.
1 and 11 months dad left,
Guileless kid that I was
Didn't care.
Grandma's place during the weekdays
With Kor as my playmate.
You'd think we were inseparable
But we grew up.
Doted on due to pity
Doesn't quite last.
When you're a annoying seven year old,
Single parented or not, who cares?
No one to turn to,
Seeing mum only morning and night.
Keeping it all to myself,
That's how I grew up.
Nine year old was hell
Crying to sleep silently,
Worrying about how to act,
A smile to cover it up.
No one cared enough to ask.
Time flew and at 15
We finally moved "home".
Little space I once possessed
Grew to naught.
The first slash, the first purge.
No one knows.
The first attempt, the consequent ones
No one cares.
Nothing was ever easy.
At 16 and 4 months I look back
Thinking how the hell I survived it all
Thinking how the hell am I going to move on.
Mar 14, 2014
Mar 14, 2014 at 12:37 PM UTC
Unknown and foreign to light
Feeling the emptiness hence cry.
1 and 11 months dad left,
Guileless kid that I was
Didn't care.
Grandma's place during the weekdays
With Kor as my playmate.
You'd think we were inseparable
But we grew up.
Doted on due to pity
Doesn't quite last.
When you're a annoying seven year old,
Single parented or not, who cares?
No one to turn to,
Seeing mum only morning and night.
Keeping it all to myself,
That's how I grew up.
Nine year old was hell
Crying to sleep silently,
Worrying about how to act,
A smile to cover it up.
No one cared enough to ask.
Time flew and at 15
We finally moved "home".
Little space I once possessed
Grew to naught.
The first slash, the first purge.
No one knows.
The first attempt, the consequent ones
No one cares.
Nothing was ever easy.
At 16 and 4 months I look back
Thinking how the hell I survived it all
Thinking how the hell am I going to move on.
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