How do I
even begin
to write
again?
Butterflies in my chest,
Darkness in my head.
A fractured wrist,
A broken mind.
Things will never be the same,
ever
again.
Mar 1, 2021
Mar 1, 2021 at 5:59 PM UTC
I’ve loved too much
And
Cared too deeply.
Though not romantically,
Your absence
still hurts.
Aug 7, 2019
Aug 7, 2019 at 9:40 AM UTC
Stuck in a dark box
With nowhere and
Nothing
To do.
My hands and legs
Are restrained,
But my mind runs
Free.
What is there
To do anymore?
What is there
But an escape from
Reality
As the only option?
I’m tired and exhausted,
Sobs stifled,
Overwhelming feelings,
But i am dead already.
Jul 27, 2019
Jul 27, 2019 at 6:53 AM UTC
When the dose of propofol hits
Your veins,
The world fall apart into
One big dark mess.
You try to hang on
To something,
Anything,
But nothing remains.
Everything just fades away,
Along with your conscience.
Feb 13, 2019
Feb 13, 2019 at 8:21 AM UTC
This is the first
Ordinary good
One
Thing that has
Happened.
Please, don’t
Attribute it to fate but
Seize
The moment before
Everything fades.
Dec 2, 2018
Dec 2, 2018 at 9:18 PM UTC
Tarmac cracks
Under blistening sun,
And i wonder
Funny how one
Thinks about the future
A split second
After
Thoughts of death.
Is there an easy way
Out
Of this labyrinth
Called ‘life’?
Nov 15, 2018
Nov 15, 2018 at 8:10 AM UTC
To the you, who will never read this:
I miss you.
What happened between us
I know nought.
Was my vices too much
For you to share?
Am i just
Another stranger
Now?
Nov 1, 2018
Nov 1, 2018 at 12:01 PM UTC
Another day passes
And i still don’t know if i
Want to live or die
Jul 2, 2018
Jul 2, 2018 at 7:39 AM UTC
Say hello to your new friend
That is called
Anorexia Nervosa.
Rigid are her ways,
Viscious her thoughts,
Endless commitment.
Jun 25, 2018
Jun 25, 2018 at 11:05 AM UTC
Just have enough courage to go
Up, high up and
Make the final step
Plummeting down into oblivion.
Death would be so wellcoming
Opening its arms
Widely for me
Never letting me go.
Jun 25, 2018
Jun 25, 2018 at 10:55 AM UTC