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I've forgiven myself for these nights of endless sleep Till the sunrise and the moon showed size I was sad. I've forgiven myself from excluding of humanity, starving myself, drinking alone, and drugging my soul From talking to God in that violent tone These days of depression, oppression and disgrace You would try to hold me but empty I was Made me coffee every morning Held me tight while I panicked, always keeping yourself cool Writing is how we communicated, reading how I excluded myself This summer I read so many books I don't even know how the world looks anymore My God is gone My skin is white My chest in pain And you, right there I'm sorry I didn't let you embrace me, I needed to myself "We are in this together" I'm sorry, I forgot.
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Dec 23, 2013
Dec 23, 2013 at 2:13 PM UTC
Depression.
I've forgiven myself for these nights of endless sleep Till the sunrise and the moon showed size I was sad. I've forgiven myself from excluding of humanity, starving myself, drinking alone, and drugging my soul From talking to God in that violent tone These days of depression, oppression and disgrace You would try to hold me but empty I was Made me coffee every morning Held me tight while I panicked, always keeping yourself cool Writing is how we communicated, reading how I excluded myself This summer I read so many books I don't even know how the world looks anymore My God is gone My skin is white My chest in pain And you, right there I'm sorry I didn't let you embrace me, I needed to myself "We are in this together" I'm sorry, I forgot.
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Dec 23, 2013
Dec 23, 2013 at 2:13 PM UTC
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