I thought I knew addiction
when I turned 16,
I was forced into smoking
left craving it's feel
I thought I knew addiction
when I first felt the pleasure
of losing 2 lbs
and skipping my dinner
I thought I knew addiction
when I first sipped alcohol
left wanting more
feeling like a fool
but I only knew addiction
when I met you
when you held me in your arms
and told me not to let go
why in the world
would I want to let go
when the moment we pulled away
I would be left needing more?
I knew of no addiction
until you held my hand tight
told me that you loved me
in the dead of night
I am left now
confused and alone
lost without you
because you were my home
and I still desire you even now
but my heart is in tatters
and my mind is in two
Dec 12, 2013
Dec 12, 2013 at 5:38 PM UTC
I thought I knew addiction
when I turned 16,
I was forced into smoking
left craving it's feel
I thought I knew addiction
when I first felt the pleasure
of losing 2 lbs
and skipping my dinner
I thought I knew addiction
when I first sipped alcohol
left wanting more
feeling like a fool
but I only knew addiction
when I met you
when you held me in your arms
and told me not to let go
why in the world
would I want to let go
when the moment we pulled away
I would be left needing more?
I knew of no addiction
until you held my hand tight
told me that you loved me
in the dead of night
I am left now
confused and alone
lost without you
because you were my home
and I still desire you even now
but my heart is in tatters
and my mind is in two
