My body isn't beautiful
the used to be little but now big voice in my head says
when I stand sideways
when I sit down
when I run
when I walk
even when I stand still
because there's no illusion I could ever do
to make you see otherwise
because you can't fake reality
I was told to have a gap between my thighs and that my waist should be invisable
so I tried to do that
I tried the cheats and helps to make the process go faster
to make it easier
So,
I tried starving
I tried binging and purging
I tried to count calories
I tried the drugs
I tried it all
but my body isn't beautiful
unless its skinny and pretty or nice to look at
not unless its pleasing
for the male gaze
so I hide my pain and put on a disguise
I tried to be beautiful
because you make it look too easy
maybe you tried the hacks
the same ones I did
but they seem to work better for you
and not for me.
1d ago
Jun 3, 2026 at 5:33 PM UTC
My body isn't beautiful
the used to be little but now big voice in my head says
when I stand sideways
when I sit down
when I run
when I walk
even when I stand still
because there's no illusion I could ever do
to make you see otherwise
because you can't fake reality
I was told to have a gap between my thighs and that my waist should be invisable
so I tried to do that
I tried the cheats and helps to make the process go faster
to make it easier
So,
I tried starving
I tried binging and purging
I tried to count calories
I tried the drugs
I tried it all
but my body isn't beautiful
unless its skinny and pretty or nice to look at
not unless its pleasing
for the male gaze
so I hide my pain and put on a disguise
I tried to be beautiful
because you make it look too easy
maybe you tried the hacks
the same ones I did
but they seem to work better for you
and not for me.
