How do I accept
This bending of reality
A worst case scenario
Coming true
No locked doors
Can’t be alone
Work from home
Nowhere is safe now
Friends fear me
Don’t want to give me the shot
I’d need to save my life
Teachers watch me like a hawk
Fearing the day I blow
MCAS
Chronic and forever
Remission possible
Only by reducing symptoms
Doctor after doctor
Passed between specialists
Research doctors love me
As a subject for their papers
Why was I dealt this bad hand
Why does my body betray me
I just want friends to be comfortable with me
And for life to go back the way it was
Calm
Predictable
Happy
2d ago
Jun 2, 2026 at 8:16 PM UTC
How do I accept
This bending of reality
A worst case scenario
Coming true
No locked doors
Can’t be alone
Work from home
Nowhere is safe now
Friends fear me
Don’t want to give me the shot
I’d need to save my life
Teachers watch me like a hawk
Fearing the day I blow
MCAS
Chronic and forever
Remission possible
Only by reducing symptoms
Doctor after doctor
Passed between specialists
Research doctors love me
As a subject for their papers
Why was I dealt this bad hand
Why does my body betray me
I just want friends to be comfortable with me
And for life to go back the way it was
Calm
Predictable
Happy