Didn't change at all
A month later
And now my heart feels so much great
I started to hate
only for my mind and heart to negate
the feelings of hate
The hate I gave myself
for still Loving
Every time She's brought up
Everyone says to let it all decay
Just simply throw it all away
How She's not worth,
How it's a losing battle
Even She says it
Even She's "given up"
left me to my own devices
But as I'm left alone
I find my heart and tone
to find Her and Her alone
And when I find Her
I want to rip my heart out
Take the nail, the stake
leaving it to die
But I can't and won't
I have one heart
Even if I don't let go
too stubborn, too hopeful, too Loving?
If this is You, God, help me
If it's just me, help me
God
I
Need
You
6d ago
May 29, 2026 at 12:30 PM UTC
Didn't change at all
A month later
And now my heart feels so much great
I started to hate
only for my mind and heart to negate
the feelings of hate
The hate I gave myself
for still Loving
Every time She's brought up
Everyone says to let it all decay
Just simply throw it all away
How She's not worth,
How it's a losing battle
Even She says it
Even She's "given up"
left me to my own devices
But as I'm left alone
I find my heart and tone
to find Her and Her alone
And when I find Her
I want to rip my heart out
Take the nail, the stake
leaving it to die
But I can't and won't
I have one heart
Even if I don't let go
too stubborn, too hopeful, too Loving?
If this is You, God, help me
If it's just me, help me
God
I
Need
You
I ponder why
knowing if it's true, it'd truly die
But why, why hasn't it died?
And why, oh, why do I feel like it's not going to die?
Why am I still stuck on this one?