I touch my face to make sure I’m
Still there
Smoke a cigarette
Drink a whiskey
Take myself home
But I can’t find peace anywhere.
In the room with you
I just want to run
It’s myself that scares me
In the room with you
I want to run
It’s my own stupid self that scares me.
I will keep swimming until my skin disintegrates
And I crumble like ground up glass on the ocean floor
Shattering with color when the sun shines though me
Shattering into smaller and smaller pieces,
more and more and more.
May 27
May 27, 2026 at 3:22 PM UTC
I touch my face to make sure I’m
Still there
Smoke a cigarette
Drink a whiskey
Take myself home
But I can’t find peace anywhere.
In the room with you
I just want to run
It’s myself that scares me
In the room with you
I want to run
It’s my own stupid self that scares me.
I will keep swimming until my skin disintegrates
And I crumble like ground up glass on the ocean floor
Shattering with color when the sun shines though me
Shattering into smaller and smaller pieces,
more and more and more.
