all my life I have been severely depressed, feeling rather like I've been possessed, even though my demons have long since been oppressed here just longing to be lovingly caressed. Out of all the issues I have that should really be addressed situations assessed to be hard pressed really isn't that far fetched. misdirect my intellect making it that much harder for me to connect to the souls that I worked hard to collect. these broken memories that in your mind have be etched, but as you self analyze the harder you inspect the further back you look and try to just reflect. I invest in the inept defect that I regret wedged in cement edged into descent I know I should probably repent but that would depend on how bad I want salvation and to what extent. all my **** life I have been severely depressed walking around like I have been possessed but my demons have been oppressed. This whole time I have just set and obsessed over these issues that desperately need to be addressed. Fixing these situations that really should be assessed. it's not that far fetched I'm hard pressed. my limits have been so tightly stretched that I'm distressed weighted down with emotions unexpressed I feel so insignificant like a insect that I become the very poison that ingest. the unbridled passions I have that have gone unregulated and unchecked have made such a mess but what did you expect. thus unadulterated evil begins to slowly infect and these negative thoughts start to infest Seriously color me unimpressed. which consequences are you willing to accept? Did these drugs leave yo the wit. your desired effect. I know my inner child I did badly neglect. I doubt it or at least so I suspect. I don't ok I'm ow what the hell someone expects me to believe I know what monsters my own mind can conceive. No more tricks up my **** sleeve it's about time of me to leave. The inhumane thoughts I find that often I entertain are something that no matter how I try I could never explain. I am still here and still writhing in unrelenting pain. My eyes are hazel green so I can't be another blue eyed ***** crying on the rain trying my best to just shoulder this shame. it's really kind of sad that I'have forgotst how many lies have sold, and how many you alone have bought. Im just a villain trying not to end up getting caught I'm discombobulated and more than a little distract. My reality is a fracture, always someone attempting to be the one to capture this cow that has already been put out to pasture. You're an endentured servent and Ill play your master waiting for the coming rapture swinging wildly from. the ******* rafter. I have to run so much faster to catch up to the things I am after. from the shadows echoes a ****** laughter. I am a highly skilled trapper, that sounds like a profane rapper busting a capper to this beat that's a real toe tapper. Looking just as debinearnear as you do dapper a real old school scrapper broken hearted sitting on the crapper. Haunted by the ghosts that I got when my heroes I did trade, the pen is still so much mightier than the sharped stainless steel blade yet here ai am just a lonely renegade that's on a quest to go on one more escapade. As for. this yellow brick road I have strayed. like a flickering flame starting to go out It's time I should fade. erasing all these stupid mistakes I have made. To my God above me I have prayed that I the winds of fate can somehow be swayed as the enviable seems to always be delayed.
I have written every word and every verse, to be like me is a curse, I know before things get better it always gets so much worse So I am demented and rather perverse. yelling out to the nothingness that surrounds like what ever I have to say is so **** profound. I'm don't feel like ever coming down. if you really want to find out go ahead and **** around, and ounce of prevention is worth more than the cure by the pound. this silence is a deafening sound and I am trying to sever these ties to which I am bound. My skies are dark and tragically grey, everything is in such discord and disarray that I am not the person you seem to think I protray. I myself I always to betray. when the monsters that are starting to just decompose, already know full well just how this story really goes. a flower by any other name smells nothing like a rose. watch the meandering River and the way it flows. For I have been frozen in a single moment in time always looking for everything I doubt I will ever find. traveling on beyond the parameters of my own **** mind. Lost in addiction so deep that I pray to the Lord my very soul to keep. while I am sitting here just fighting this sleep. Off this mortal coil I feel as if I should leap. sowing exactly whatever I did reap, when I had no doubt how bad my intentions have reeked. This whole time I have fought theses tears that taste so bittersweet attempting to make myself whole so I didn't feel quite so incomplete, while I secretly have attempted to render myself completely obsolete
May 27
May 27, 2026 at 3:21 AM UTC
all my life I have been severely depressed, feeling rather like I've been possessed, even though my demons have long since been oppressed here just longing to be lovingly caressed. Out of all the issues I have that should really be addressed situations assessed to be hard pressed really isn't that far fetched. misdirect my intellect making it that much harder for me to connect to the souls that I worked hard to collect. these broken memories that in your mind have be etched, but as you self analyze the harder you inspect the further back you look and try to just reflect. I invest in the inept defect that I regret wedged in cement edged into descent I know I should probably repent but that would depend on how bad I want salvation and to what extent. all my **** life I have been severely depressed walking around like I have been possessed but my demons have been oppressed. This whole time I have just set and obsessed over these issues that desperately need to be addressed. Fixing these situations that really should be assessed. it's not that far fetched I'm hard pressed. my limits have been so tightly stretched that I'm distressed weighted down with emotions unexpressed I feel so insignificant like a insect that I become the very poison that ingest. the unbridled passions I have that have gone unregulated and unchecked have made such a mess but what did you expect. thus unadulterated evil begins to slowly infect and these negative thoughts start to infest Seriously color me unimpressed. which consequences are you willing to accept? Did these drugs leave yo the wit. your desired effect. I know my inner child I did badly neglect. I doubt it or at least so I suspect. I don't ok I'm ow what the hell someone expects me to believe I know what monsters my own mind can conceive. No more tricks up my **** sleeve it's about time of me to leave. The inhumane thoughts I find that often I entertain are something that no matter how I try I could never explain. I am still here and still writhing in unrelenting pain. My eyes are hazel green so I can't be another blue eyed ***** crying on the rain trying my best to just shoulder this shame. it's really kind of sad that I'have forgotst how many lies have sold, and how many you alone have bought. Im just a villain trying not to end up getting caught I'm discombobulated and more than a little distract. My reality is a fracture, always someone attempting to be the one to capture this cow that has already been put out to pasture. You're an endentured servent and Ill play your master waiting for the coming rapture swinging wildly from. the ******* rafter. I have to run so much faster to catch up to the things I am after. from the shadows echoes a ****** laughter. I am a highly skilled trapper, that sounds like a profane rapper busting a capper to this beat that's a real toe tapper. Looking just as debinearnear as you do dapper a real old school scrapper broken hearted sitting on the crapper. Haunted by the ghosts that I got when my heroes I did trade, the pen is still so much mightier than the sharped stainless steel blade yet here ai am just a lonely renegade that's on a quest to go on one more escapade. As for. this yellow brick road I have strayed. like a flickering flame starting to go out It's time I should fade. erasing all these stupid mistakes I have made. To my God above me I have prayed that I the winds of fate can somehow be swayed as the enviable seems to always be delayed.
I have written every word and every verse, to be like me is a curse, I know before things get better it always gets so much worse So I am demented and rather perverse. yelling out to the nothingness that surrounds like what ever I have to say is so **** profound. I'm don't feel like ever coming down. if you really want to find out go ahead and **** around, and ounce of prevention is worth more than the cure by the pound. this silence is a deafening sound and I am trying to sever these ties to which I am bound. My skies are dark and tragically grey, everything is in such discord and disarray that I am not the person you seem to think I protray. I myself I always to betray. when the monsters that are starting to just decompose, already know full well just how this story really goes. a flower by any other name smells nothing like a rose. watch the meandering River and the way it flows. For I have been frozen in a single moment in time always looking for everything I doubt I will ever find. traveling on beyond the parameters of my own **** mind. Lost in addiction so deep that I pray to the Lord my very soul to keep. while I am sitting here just fighting this sleep. Off this mortal coil I feel as if I should leap. sowing exactly whatever I did reap, when I had no doubt how bad my intentions have reeked. This whole time I have fought theses tears that taste so bittersweet attempting to make myself whole so I didn't feel quite so incomplete, while I secretly have attempted to render myself completely obsolete
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