People here make me insecure
The way they know what they want, they ooze confidence and money
Laughing loudly
I laugh with them, pretending
But my throat tightens and my stomach hurts
Because I don't belong
How could I ever belong?
Technically, I belong
I'm in the center of the it group
All the most popular, most successful people
It's an honor for me to be there
Yet, when I'm with them, I feel like l'm less
Surely I don't belong
I don't want to belong
Because under the shiny confident covers
I know they're insecure
I know P has body dismorphia and has attachment issues
I know B is insecure, of his arms and the way he doesn't truly feel like he belongs
Or maybe he does now, I wouldn't know
I know F only dates ******** because she doesn't think she deserves better
I don't know the rest of them well, but if I did manage to get closer, and peel down the layers of walls they have I think I know what l'd find
Inside of all of them, all of us is a scared, insecure child
Because at the end of the day, we are children
Most of us, anyways
There are people who don't make me feel bad though
S, D, T sometimes, I never feel like I'm less than them for studying less
For not knowing yet, who I am and who Im becoming
May 19
May 19, 2026 at 6:39 PM UTC
People here make me insecure
The way they know what they want, they ooze confidence and money
Laughing loudly
I laugh with them, pretending
But my throat tightens and my stomach hurts
Because I don't belong
How could I ever belong?
Technically, I belong
I'm in the center of the it group
All the most popular, most successful people
It's an honor for me to be there
Yet, when I'm with them, I feel like l'm less
Surely I don't belong
I don't want to belong
Because under the shiny confident covers
I know they're insecure
I know P has body dismorphia and has attachment issues
I know B is insecure, of his arms and the way he doesn't truly feel like he belongs
Or maybe he does now, I wouldn't know
I know F only dates ******** because she doesn't think she deserves better
I don't know the rest of them well, but if I did manage to get closer, and peel down the layers of walls they have I think I know what l'd find
Inside of all of them, all of us is a scared, insecure child
Because at the end of the day, we are children
Most of us, anyways
There are people who don't make me feel bad though
S, D, T sometimes, I never feel like I'm less than them for studying less
For not knowing yet, who I am and who Im becoming
