I said i would, i know, i promised
theres just this feeling i cant shake
i know she wouldnt judge me,
and its not like were a secret
or that im embarrased of you
well, not in that way
basically: i dont know why i havent told her
whether its fear of judgement, the awkwardness of bringing up something like this, or simply not having the words to describe what we are
either way, im sorry
not to you, because i dont think you care
im sorry to myself, for being so afraid
that i cant even be honest with the person whos job is to help me
May 19
May 19, 2026 at 7:59 AM UTC
I said i would, i know, i promised
theres just this feeling i cant shake
i know she wouldnt judge me,
and its not like were a secret
or that im embarrased of you
well, not in that way
basically: i dont know why i havent told her
whether its fear of judgement, the awkwardness of bringing up something like this, or simply not having the words to describe what we are
either way, im sorry
not to you, because i dont think you care
im sorry to myself, for being so afraid
that i cant even be honest with the person whos job is to help me
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