While I look at you
I see you looking at somebody else
Just like somebody else
Keeps looking at me
Triangles inside triangles
They pierce through me
I don’t think I can take it anymore
Now I can’t breathe
When I was younger
It was easier to ignore
I wished you were mine
That you liked me back in time
That you would choose me
That I could fit inside this city
I loved you from afar
I never had a name to call
You screamed at me
That I would never be yours
But there was no sound
Nowhere had a sound
You looked at me
But you never saw me
Your eyes wandered over me
Again and again endlessly
But they never stayed with me
Having a crush
Isn’t romantic anymore
Like it once was before
Every girl I talk to about you
Ends up fascinated by you
I see it in their eyes
Like all the strangers do
Proximity-distance paradox
You sit right beside me
And never speak
Still feeling impossibly weak
We never needed to talk
Probably for different reasons
But we both knew the ending
Long before the leaving
Attention isn’t love
Looking isn’t desire
Desire isn’t love
And love isn’t fire
Maybe I wanted you
To escape from myself
What’s strange is
By looking at me
You showed me
How I should look at myself
And there was no sound
Nowhere had a sound.
May 15
May 15, 2026 at 9:37 AM UTC
While I look at you
I see you looking at somebody else
Just like somebody else
Keeps looking at me
Triangles inside triangles
They pierce through me
I don’t think I can take it anymore
Now I can’t breathe
When I was younger
It was easier to ignore
I wished you were mine
That you liked me back in time
That you would choose me
That I could fit inside this city
I loved you from afar
I never had a name to call
You screamed at me
That I would never be yours
But there was no sound
Nowhere had a sound
You looked at me
But you never saw me
Your eyes wandered over me
Again and again endlessly
But they never stayed with me
Having a crush
Isn’t romantic anymore
Like it once was before
Every girl I talk to about you
Ends up fascinated by you
I see it in their eyes
Like all the strangers do
Proximity-distance paradox
You sit right beside me
And never speak
Still feeling impossibly weak
We never needed to talk
Probably for different reasons
But we both knew the ending
Long before the leaving
Attention isn’t love
Looking isn’t desire
Desire isn’t love
And love isn’t fire
Maybe I wanted you
To escape from myself
What’s strange is
By looking at me
You showed me
How I should look at myself
And there was no sound
Nowhere had a sound.