I thought maybe ,
maybe if I were blonde
or red-haired
maybe if I were taller
or shorter
maybe if I were more German
or more Latin
maybe if I were funnier
or cooler
maybe if I loved you more
or less
maybe if I talked more
or less
maybe if I came closer to you
or stayed further away
maybe if I had lived in this country longer
or not as long
maybe if I wore more revealing clothes
or covered myself more
maybe if I were more like those girls
or less like those girls
then maybe
you would love me
then I thought of something else
if I became all those things
I would become less myself
and if I were less myself
would the person you loved
still be me?
May 15
May 15, 2026 at 8:51 AM UTC
I thought maybe ,
maybe if I were blonde
or red-haired
maybe if I were taller
or shorter
maybe if I were more German
or more Latin
maybe if I were funnier
or cooler
maybe if I loved you more
or less
maybe if I talked more
or less
maybe if I came closer to you
or stayed further away
maybe if I had lived in this country longer
or not as long
maybe if I wore more revealing clothes
or covered myself more
maybe if I were more like those girls
or less like those girls
then maybe
you would love me
then I thought of something else
if I became all those things
I would become less myself
and if I were less myself
would the person you loved
still be me?