I was never built for belief
no sky to answer to
no afterlife stitched with meaning
but you
you bend something unnamed inside me
into the shape of prayer
not words
just a quiet collapsing
a reaching beyond language
beyond certainty
as if existence fractures
and I am slipping between its versions
searching for the echo of you
in every possible arrangement of time
if there are other lives
let them be threaded with your gravity
if there are none
let this one stretch
warp
refuse its ending
because this moment
this brief alignment of being
feels too precise
too impossible
to only happen once
and whatever listens
if anything does
take this as devotion
I am not asking for forever
I am asking
to find you again
wherever forever fails
May 6
May 6, 2026 at 3:44 PM UTC
I was never built for belief
no sky to answer to
no afterlife stitched with meaning
but you
you bend something unnamed inside me
into the shape of prayer
not words
just a quiet collapsing
a reaching beyond language
beyond certainty
as if existence fractures
and I am slipping between its versions
searching for the echo of you
in every possible arrangement of time
if there are other lives
let them be threaded with your gravity
if there are none
let this one stretch
warp
refuse its ending
because this moment
this brief alignment of being
feels too precise
too impossible
to only happen once
and whatever listens
if anything does
take this as devotion
I am not asking for forever
I am asking
to find you again
wherever forever fails