I cry, and I don't care.
I'm confident I'm difficult and ugly, but I just wanna fly away.
I hate my parents.
I don't see them as family, just people who think they're better, yet They're ugly, destroyed, and selfless.
I hate to say it still, I hope death wakes up on their door no ringing And no upcoming, just lie there as I've done before, I'll cut away again Just to feel the pain again, I choke myself out just to see lights again, I'll stab my body over and over just to feel a love that stings.
I jump off a high place to feel free.
I'd run away from the captivity of everything
I hate them, oh how I hate them.
I hope they die and see the fire they've created.
The tongue that's cut and the eyes that were already blind,
Why does love always ignore the thing I only yearn for, cuss me ***** me, curse me.
I dare you, I wanna scream and break apart, destroy the house that was never together.
This home is nothing but a jail of my insanity. I don't care to be sane but safe and loved.
I put too much into people who don't even love me, and
If blood can't love, why search anywhere else?
I hate them, and I don't wanna relive it to tell I wanna end it all,
And it's not devastating its a truth won even if I burn in hellfire and Satan's defile.
May 5
May 5, 2026 at 6:04 PM UTC
I cry, and I don't care.
I'm confident I'm difficult and ugly, but I just wanna fly away.
I hate my parents.
I don't see them as family, just people who think they're better, yet They're ugly, destroyed, and selfless.
I hate to say it still, I hope death wakes up on their door no ringing And no upcoming, just lie there as I've done before, I'll cut away again Just to feel the pain again, I choke myself out just to see lights again, I'll stab my body over and over just to feel a love that stings.
I jump off a high place to feel free.
I'd run away from the captivity of everything
I hate them, oh how I hate them.
I hope they die and see the fire they've created.
The tongue that's cut and the eyes that were already blind,
Why does love always ignore the thing I only yearn for, cuss me ***** me, curse me.
I dare you, I wanna scream and break apart, destroy the house that was never together.
This home is nothing but a jail of my insanity. I don't care to be sane but safe and loved.
I put too much into people who don't even love me, and
If blood can't love, why search anywhere else?
I hate them, and I don't wanna relive it to tell I wanna end it all,
And it's not devastating its a truth won even if I burn in hellfire and Satan's defile.
