It's not split personality.
It's not separate people.
It's just me
experiencing what we all experience
but I notice it more.
Perhaps too much.
I see it in my mind,
where I'm both
the actor and
the audience.
A third-person view
of myself
I can't explain.
I notice every shift,
whether good or bad,
half a second
too late.
Too late to react,
too late to change,
but at least I see it.
Tell me why it feels
like it's more than
duality
but not enough
to be DID.
Like I'm two people (or three, or four)
but fully aware
of everything.
I wish I wasn't
because I hate
my other self.
Apr 30
Apr 30, 2026 at 7:23 PM UTC
It's not split personality.
It's not separate people.
It's just me
experiencing what we all experience
but I notice it more.
Perhaps too much.
I see it in my mind,
where I'm both
the actor and
the audience.
A third-person view
of myself
I can't explain.
I notice every shift,
whether good or bad,
half a second
too late.
Too late to react,
too late to change,
but at least I see it.
Tell me why it feels
like it's more than
duality
but not enough
to be DID.
Like I'm two people (or three, or four)
but fully aware
of everything.
I wish I wasn't
because I hate
my other self.
Duality is smth we all got and it can be pretty cool :) I just happen to notice my own duality much more than a normal person.
thx to AD4M for inspo
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