I mess up,
Over
And
Over
Again.
I can't fix it.
I say the wrong thing,
Make them get mad.
Then I feel bad.
For days
And
Days
On end.
Can't get this feeling gone,
Can't get it out of my head.
I can't do it right,
So why do I try?
I should just stay in the shadows,
mind my business,
and then just be there if needed.
Do what they say,
So I can't mess up.
I try to be my best,
But it is only the worst.
I try to lead,
But apparently,
Leading is a bad idea.
I get yelled at,
for being myself,
getting told I'm annoying,
And I ****
It sticks,
but I cover,
and I hide,
don't let them see,
Be the girl they want me to be.
But I still mess up.
I can't be loud,
But can't be quiet either.
I
Can't
Be
Me.
I have to pretend,
To
Be
Someone
I'm
Not.
Change myself for them.
Act differently,
Be different,
While I suppress my old self.
Who wants to stay,
But,
I can't
Be
Me.
Apr 28
Apr 28, 2026 at 9:30 AM UTC
I mess up,
Over
And
Over
Again.
I can't fix it.
I say the wrong thing,
Make them get mad.
Then I feel bad.
For days
And
Days
On end.
Can't get this feeling gone,
Can't get it out of my head.
I can't do it right,
So why do I try?
I should just stay in the shadows,
mind my business,
and then just be there if needed.
Do what they say,
So I can't mess up.
I try to be my best,
But it is only the worst.
I try to lead,
But apparently,
Leading is a bad idea.
I get yelled at,
for being myself,
getting told I'm annoying,
And I ****
It sticks,
but I cover,
and I hide,
don't let them see,
Be the girl they want me to be.
But I still mess up.
I can't be loud,
But can't be quiet either.
I
Can't
Be
Me.
I have to pretend,
To
Be
Someone
I'm
Not.
Change myself for them.
Act differently,
Be different,
While I suppress my old self.
Who wants to stay,
But,
I can't
Be
Me.