Totally defeated.
I traveled to be with you because you invited me.
I wanted it to work.
But you were too tired when I arrived.
Worked hard that day.
So I was too much.
So I have to leave.
You leave me.
Again and again.
Why did I keep hoping?
Holding on.
For a dream.
Now even a nightmare can’t be this bad.
Everything went out of hand.
Torn apart now from ripping it out of my hands.
It’s out of my hands again.
I know I can’t let this happen again,
I couldn’t take more.
Apr 26
Apr 26, 2026 at 7:54 AM UTC
Totally defeated.
I traveled to be with you because you invited me.
I wanted it to work.
But you were too tired when I arrived.
Worked hard that day.
So I was too much.
So I have to leave.
You leave me.
Again and again.
Why did I keep hoping?
Holding on.
For a dream.
Now even a nightmare can’t be this bad.
Everything went out of hand.
Torn apart now from ripping it out of my hands.
It’s out of my hands again.
I know I can’t let this happen again,
I couldn’t take more.
26-04-26
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