there’s no effort like there used to be
and i feel it more than i say
no real connection
just moments that don’t last
and time that feels like it’s given to me
only when it’s convenient
and it hurts
because i still want you
i still choose you
even when it feels like
i’m the only one trying to hold this together
i miss us
when it felt easy
when i didn’t have to question
if i mattered the same way
now everything feels last minute
like i’m just something that fits
instead of something you need
and i hate that i still care this much
when it’s been hurting like this
but i do
i still want you
i just don’t want to feel like this anymore
Apr 21
Apr 21, 2026 at 10:19 AM UTC
there’s no effort like there used to be
and i feel it more than i say
no real connection
just moments that don’t last
and time that feels like it’s given to me
only when it’s convenient
and it hurts
because i still want you
i still choose you
even when it feels like
i’m the only one trying to hold this together
i miss us
when it felt easy
when i didn’t have to question
if i mattered the same way
now everything feels last minute
like i’m just something that fits
instead of something you need
and i hate that i still care this much
when it’s been hurting like this
but i do
i still want you
i just don’t want to feel like this anymore
