I'm angry.
I loved you, so consumingly
Yet, I wasn't enough for you.
You didn't believe that you deserved to be loved,
I don't blame you.
I know I am so much better without you
Yet, you still hold piece of me.
I'm angry that I can't fully release you.
I let you go in pieces and each time it hurts the same.
I want to hate you
How do you hate someone you loved so wholeheartedly?
I know you're not meant to be part of my life
So why does it still feel like you're missing from it?
I have never know your true feeling and that hurts worse,
Did I ever really know you?
Or did I love a version of you that never existed?
Maybe I never knew you.
Maybe the weight was too much for you.
Maybe you never loved me.
Maybe you loved me so much you had to walk away.
Maybe I should walk away.
Or maybe goodbye isn't final, and I'm still waiting for you to say hello.
Apr 19
Apr 19, 2026 at 12:32 PM UTC
I'm angry.
I loved you, so consumingly
Yet, I wasn't enough for you.
You didn't believe that you deserved to be loved,
I don't blame you.
I know I am so much better without you
Yet, you still hold piece of me.
I'm angry that I can't fully release you.
I let you go in pieces and each time it hurts the same.
I want to hate you
How do you hate someone you loved so wholeheartedly?
I know you're not meant to be part of my life
So why does it still feel like you're missing from it?
I have never know your true feeling and that hurts worse,
Did I ever really know you?
Or did I love a version of you that never existed?
Maybe I never knew you.
Maybe the weight was too much for you.
Maybe you never loved me.
Maybe you loved me so much you had to walk away.
Maybe I should walk away.
Or maybe goodbye isn't final, and I'm still waiting for you to say hello.
