Perpetual unsafety
Except with you
So now all I want
Is your touch
To reclaim
Everything taken away from me
Inside and out
Kiss me
And touch me gently
Everywhere that I was claimed unsafely
Replace the safety
Safe ears
Hearing your soft voice
Say all the things I want to hear
Calmly easing
All of my fears
Easily drying
All of my tears
I want to hear your voice
Sofly tell me
That you love me
Once again
Safe eyes
Seeing the silly faces
That you make
My way
Seeing the way you gaze
At my face
Seeing the way
You take in me
I want to see every little bit of you
See your smile
See your mouth curl as you laugh
See the way you look at me
See every little bit of you
Until you're deeply
Forever engraved into me
So that I can see you forever more
Safe nose
Smelling your cozy scent
Smelling the colognes
Always something new
But always smells like
You
I want to bury my face in your neck
Take in your very scent
Bury my face in your chest
Inhale you into me
Internalize the smell
Of safety
Safe lips
When they touch you softly
Every time I kiss a part of you
Or when I would kiss your lips
I want to kiss your lips
Have you kiss me back
Softly
Gently
Like you love me
Want me
Kiss me like you're safety
I want you to caress them gently
Slide a finger around
My lips
Touch them softly
Reistablish them
With safety
Safe mouth
Everytime I gently bite you
Or lick you
Safe when I take your finger
Into my mouth
Gently soothing
Subduing safely
I want to say everything
That I deeply mean
Forever until I'm no more
Forever until they're etched
Deep into your core
I want to place my mouth around you
Softly
Gently
Have you carress my head
As I take your breath
Making you feel good
Because I want to
Not because I'm forced to
Safe neck
Whenever you gently run
Your fingertips along it
When you place your cold hands
Gently against me
And watch me softly
I want you to gently
Softly
Place your hand around it
Slowly squeeze as you look
Right at me
Take my air away from me
Every so delicately
Ever so safely
I want you to caress it
And kiss it
Give it everything gentle
That it never safely had
Replace the harshness
And manipulation
With your lips
And your fingers
As you touch me
As you love me
Safe shoulders
When you massage them gently
Then you place your hands there
And settle them down
Breifly
When you lay your head
Softly against me
I want you to touch them more
Lay on me longer
Linger
And hover
Stay there
Safely
Safe arms
When I wrap them around you
When I use them to hold onto you
As you lift me up
Hold onto you
When I've given up
I want to hug you
Forever
Over and over
Lock my arms around your neck
As you pick me up
Safe wrists
When you would pin them down
Ever so delicately trapped
When you would wrap your fingers around
Showing how small
They really are
I want you to pin them again
Gently
Softly
Delicately
No force but that of your weight
As you lay me down
Safe hands
When I touch your arms
Your hands
You chest
Your stomach
Every peice of you
That you allow me to
I want to touch you more
Touch in intimate areas
Explore your body
With hands that abide
By my control
With hands that do as I want
As I say
As I lay them bare for you
And lay them on you bare
Real desire leaking out
Seeping out of them
Directly into you
Wanting you to allow me to feel
And do
Safe fingers
When I carress your face
As I softly gaze at you
Safe when I explore you
With my fingers
Grounded in reality
I want to touch your face more
I want to run my fingertips along
Your jaw
Your neck
Your lips
As we gaze at eachother
Softly
Keep my in reality
With you
With safety
Safe nails
When I run them along you
Ever so gently
Giving you attention
And my affection
Safe when I dig them into you
When you make me feel good
For you
I want to use them
To give you attention
Perpetually
Again and again
I want to use them
To mark you
Possibly scar you
As you make me feel good for you
Again
Mark you safely
Safe chest
When you play with it
Goofily
When you acknowledge it
Beyond sexually
Safe when you
Gently touch and squeeze
When you touch and caress me
Safe when you would kiss them
And observe them on my body
I want you to keep
Playing with me
Playfully
And sexually
Touch and carress them again
Kiss them and place safety back
Onto me with your lips
As you look directly at me
I want to take my shirt off
And let you look over me
Over them
And observe them
Safely
Safe stomach
When you rest your hands on it
When you give me gentle affection
And attention
Safe when you would kiss it
And rub it better
Safe when you tuck yourself
Tightly around it
I want you to touch it
More
I want you to kiss it
Again
I want you to give it more
Attention
I want you to wrap your arms around it
Safely
Safe back
When you'd apply my pain cream
Onto me
Safe when you'd massage it
Safe when you'd give me gentle attention
Gentle scritches and gentle kisses
Safe when exposed to you from behind
I want you to do it all again
Do it all more
Do it all gently
Affectionately
Safe legs
When they carry me to you
When I walk in your direction
When I run and flee
Right back to you
I want to use them to bring me back
Again and again
I want to use them to carry me
Back to you and call where they land me
Home
Safe ankles
When you'd apply my pain cream
Onto me
Safe when you'd help me while I struggle
Safe when you'd tell me to sit
So you can do it
Make me rest
Feel
Heal
I want you to continue to care for me
Care for them
Allow them to rest
Allow them to feel
Allow them to
Safely
Heal
Safe feet
Carrying me into your arms
Carrying me places with you
Carrying me for hours and hours
As we explore
Peacefully
I want them to continue to be used
To go places with you
To go places towards you
To go places for you
Inside of me
SAFE
SAFE
When you would enter me gently
Slowly
Softly
Give me love
Affection
Genuine care
And attention while you
Use me safely
SAFE
When you would insert yourself
Into everywhere unsafety has always been
Rewiring me
Repairing me
Inside out
SAFE
When you would fail to control
When you were done
And you would
Finish inside of me
Finish the complete overwriting
Of safety
I want you to once again
Place yourself in me gently
**** me slowly and softly
Take every vile thing
And **** it
I want you to touch me
Carress me
Gently
Kiss me
Softly
All over
Me
All over
Again
Rewrite every single little piece of me
With your safety
I no longer want harsh words
Or actions
The desire has died
In its place lies the bared
Scared
Insides
Wanting nothing but gentle
And kind
Wanting nothing but for you
To praise me
I want you to etch this safety
In and throughout
All of me
Over and over
Until its all I feel
Until I heal
But you don't want to be with me
In that way
So I'll accept the ways in which you do
Curl up in your arms and give my soul
To you
Let you take it
Heal it
Replace it
Give it back to me
When you leave
But all I beg is please
Don't taint it with more
Unsafety too
Apr 17
Apr 17, 2026 at 4:48 PM UTC
Perpetual unsafety
Except with you
So now all I want
Is your touch
To reclaim
Everything taken away from me
Inside and out
Kiss me
And touch me gently
Everywhere that I was claimed unsafely
Replace the safety
Safe ears
Hearing your soft voice
Say all the things I want to hear
Calmly easing
All of my fears
Easily drying
All of my tears
I want to hear your voice
Sofly tell me
That you love me
Once again
Safe eyes
Seeing the silly faces
That you make
My way
Seeing the way you gaze
At my face
Seeing the way
You take in me
I want to see every little bit of you
See your smile
See your mouth curl as you laugh
See the way you look at me
See every little bit of you
Until you're deeply
Forever engraved into me
So that I can see you forever more
Safe nose
Smelling your cozy scent
Smelling the colognes
Always something new
But always smells like
You
I want to bury my face in your neck
Take in your very scent
Bury my face in your chest
Inhale you into me
Internalize the smell
Of safety
Safe lips
When they touch you softly
Every time I kiss a part of you
Or when I would kiss your lips
I want to kiss your lips
Have you kiss me back
Softly
Gently
Like you love me
Want me
Kiss me like you're safety
I want you to caress them gently
Slide a finger around
My lips
Touch them softly
Reistablish them
With safety
Safe mouth
Everytime I gently bite you
Or lick you
Safe when I take your finger
Into my mouth
Gently soothing
Subduing safely
I want to say everything
That I deeply mean
Forever until I'm no more
Forever until they're etched
Deep into your core
I want to place my mouth around you
Softly
Gently
Have you carress my head
As I take your breath
Making you feel good
Because I want to
Not because I'm forced to
Safe neck
Whenever you gently run
Your fingertips along it
When you place your cold hands
Gently against me
And watch me softly
I want you to gently
Softly
Place your hand around it
Slowly squeeze as you look
Right at me
Take my air away from me
Every so delicately
Ever so safely
I want you to caress it
And kiss it
Give it everything gentle
That it never safely had
Replace the harshness
And manipulation
With your lips
And your fingers
As you touch me
As you love me
Safe shoulders
When you massage them gently
Then you place your hands there
And settle them down
Breifly
When you lay your head
Softly against me
I want you to touch them more
Lay on me longer
Linger
And hover
Stay there
Safely
Safe arms
When I wrap them around you
When I use them to hold onto you
As you lift me up
Hold onto you
When I've given up
I want to hug you
Forever
Over and over
Lock my arms around your neck
As you pick me up
Safe wrists
When you would pin them down
Ever so delicately trapped
When you would wrap your fingers around
Showing how small
They really are
I want you to pin them again
Gently
Softly
Delicately
No force but that of your weight
As you lay me down
Safe hands
When I touch your arms
Your hands
You chest
Your stomach
Every peice of you
That you allow me to
I want to touch you more
Touch in intimate areas
Explore your body
With hands that abide
By my control
With hands that do as I want
As I say
As I lay them bare for you
And lay them on you bare
Real desire leaking out
Seeping out of them
Directly into you
Wanting you to allow me to feel
And do
Safe fingers
When I carress your face
As I softly gaze at you
Safe when I explore you
With my fingers
Grounded in reality
I want to touch your face more
I want to run my fingertips along
Your jaw
Your neck
Your lips
As we gaze at eachother
Softly
Keep my in reality
With you
With safety
Safe nails
When I run them along you
Ever so gently
Giving you attention
And my affection
Safe when I dig them into you
When you make me feel good
For you
I want to use them
To give you attention
Perpetually
Again and again
I want to use them
To mark you
Possibly scar you
As you make me feel good for you
Again
Mark you safely
Safe chest
When you play with it
Goofily
When you acknowledge it
Beyond sexually
Safe when you
Gently touch and squeeze
When you touch and caress me
Safe when you would kiss them
And observe them on my body
I want you to keep
Playing with me
Playfully
And sexually
Touch and carress them again
Kiss them and place safety back
Onto me with your lips
As you look directly at me
I want to take my shirt off
And let you look over me
Over them
And observe them
Safely
Safe stomach
When you rest your hands on it
When you give me gentle affection
And attention
Safe when you would kiss it
And rub it better
Safe when you tuck yourself
Tightly around it
I want you to touch it
More
I want you to kiss it
Again
I want you to give it more
Attention
I want you to wrap your arms around it
Safely
Safe back
When you'd apply my pain cream
Onto me
Safe when you'd massage it
Safe when you'd give me gentle attention
Gentle scritches and gentle kisses
Safe when exposed to you from behind
I want you to do it all again
Do it all more
Do it all gently
Affectionately
Safe legs
When they carry me to you
When I walk in your direction
When I run and flee
Right back to you
I want to use them to bring me back
Again and again
I want to use them to carry me
Back to you and call where they land me
Home
Safe ankles
When you'd apply my pain cream
Onto me
Safe when you'd help me while I struggle
Safe when you'd tell me to sit
So you can do it
Make me rest
Feel
Heal
I want you to continue to care for me
Care for them
Allow them to rest
Allow them to feel
Allow them to
Safely
Heal
Safe feet
Carrying me into your arms
Carrying me places with you
Carrying me for hours and hours
As we explore
Peacefully
I want them to continue to be used
To go places with you
To go places towards you
To go places for you
Inside of me
SAFE
SAFE
When you would enter me gently
Slowly
Softly
Give me love
Affection
Genuine care
And attention while you
Use me safely
SAFE
When you would insert yourself
Into everywhere unsafety has always been
Rewiring me
Repairing me
Inside out
SAFE
When you would fail to control
When you were done
And you would
Finish inside of me
Finish the complete overwriting
Of safety
I want you to once again
Place yourself in me gently
**** me slowly and softly
Take every vile thing
And **** it
I want you to touch me
Carress me
Gently
Kiss me
Softly
All over
Me
All over
Again
Rewrite every single little piece of me
With your safety
I no longer want harsh words
Or actions
The desire has died
In its place lies the bared
Scared
Insides
Wanting nothing but gentle
And kind
Wanting nothing but for you
To praise me
I want you to etch this safety
In and throughout
All of me
Over and over
Until its all I feel
Until I heal
But you don't want to be with me
In that way
So I'll accept the ways in which you do
Curl up in your arms and give my soul
To you
Let you take it
Heal it
Replace it
Give it back to me
When you leave
But all I beg is please
Don't taint it with more
Unsafety too
Dec/7/2025
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