falling to the floor,
feeling coldness to my skin.
throwing up every day,
i let the drugs win.
losing weight rapidly,
convinced its not a sin.
smoking cigs and burning,
holes into my skin.
sleeping in the bubble bath,
overflowing laundry bin,
simple little reminders,
of the game i cannot win.
Apr 6
Apr 6, 2026 at 9:45 PM UTC
falling to the floor,
feeling coldness to my skin.
throwing up every day,
i let the drugs win.
losing weight rapidly,
convinced its not a sin.
smoking cigs and burning,
holes into my skin.
sleeping in the bubble bath,
overflowing laundry bin,
simple little reminders,
of the game i cannot win.