Just a couple hours out from relapsing
Even tho I promised you it’d never happen
But the baggie on the counter
Tells you everything that’s going on
And it’s so cold in New England
That when it rains it always pours
Just a couple minute out from relapsing
Wish you’d just relax
When I explained to you this happens
My minds such a wreck
In the quiet mornings silence
The way the wind wraps the trees
Always unsettling like static
Just a couple seconds out from relapsing
I like how it uses me
Atleast it means I have a purpose
Like the user and there vice
I always seem to do it
And I always say that I’m to fragile
But really I just want to get clean
Ill always kick you out try again
And break that dream
Apr 5
Apr 5, 2026 at 6:20 PM UTC
Just a couple hours out from relapsing
Even tho I promised you it’d never happen
But the baggie on the counter
Tells you everything that’s going on
And it’s so cold in New England
That when it rains it always pours
Just a couple minute out from relapsing
Wish you’d just relax
When I explained to you this happens
My minds such a wreck
In the quiet mornings silence
The way the wind wraps the trees
Always unsettling like static
Just a couple seconds out from relapsing
I like how it uses me
Atleast it means I have a purpose
Like the user and there vice
I always seem to do it
And I always say that I’m to fragile
But really I just want to get clean
Ill always kick you out try again
And break that dream
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