I want to be held in his arms
I want to cry in his arms
I want to be consoled in his arms
I want to be a reck in his arms
I want to be in his arms
Why do i want to be in his arms ?
i have no clue
he's the opposite of my type
but somehow I am drawn to him
he's no longer a person to me
he's a lifeline
a type of air you need to survive
but i didn't say that
just 5 minutes of his care
which make my temporal happiness last for atleast an hour
my happiness is like grandma's cookies
its temporary
it's once in a blue moon
but his care would be like when mom makes replicas
they are not the same but they work
somehow
when he's near suicidal thoughts go away
but just for a minute
after that I'm back to thinking about how i don't want to exist
life has so much pain we forget the good part
its crazy how I'm happy one minute
and sad the next
notice how i didn't use depressed
depression is oppression
oppression of the mind and i will not be oppressed by my own body
even in the dark there is light he was that light
i tell myself i dont like
but i know the truth deep down
Mar 28
Mar 28, 2026 at 3:11 PM UTC
I want to be held in his arms
I want to cry in his arms
I want to be consoled in his arms
I want to be a reck in his arms
I want to be in his arms
Why do i want to be in his arms ?
i have no clue
he's the opposite of my type
but somehow I am drawn to him
he's no longer a person to me
he's a lifeline
a type of air you need to survive
but i didn't say that
just 5 minutes of his care
which make my temporal happiness last for atleast an hour
my happiness is like grandma's cookies
its temporary
it's once in a blue moon
but his care would be like when mom makes replicas
they are not the same but they work
somehow
when he's near suicidal thoughts go away
but just for a minute
after that I'm back to thinking about how i don't want to exist
life has so much pain we forget the good part
its crazy how I'm happy one minute
and sad the next
notice how i didn't use depressed
depression is oppression
oppression of the mind and i will not be oppressed by my own body
even in the dark there is light he was that light
i tell myself i dont like
but i know the truth deep down
the more you read this poem and analyze it the more you know the lack of consistent rhyme scheme is almost intentional .The more you read it the more you know its not all about love its about sadness and self hate that hides in the heart of the writer but still the love shines through
