There was nothing ever casual about me opening up my legs to you, with the way I let you take me, with the way I let you have all of me, with the way I let you deflower me with no hesitation…
Sloppily exploring me, rushing inside of me on and off tequila no matter if there was foreplay or not, there was an emptiness inside of me foolishly growing that kept me wanting more & more of whatever you were putting out…
As the years went on and as my legs opened up more for you, that foolishly emptiness I call my heart grew more fond of you and I wanted to open it up to you I wanted you to see me beyond your bedroom or even your kitchen counter…
My heart would wheeped after we touched each other because you and your body no longer wanted mine and I knew deep down inside that foolishly emptiness I call my heart knew that me and you were never going to be no matter how many sweet nothings & false promises you whispered in my ear
I let My lonely bed and now my longing heart and those sweet sweet nothings make me lose my mind all over something so casual to you, it made me wonder who was touching you ,who was liking you ,who was doing the things & saying the filthy things that we said to each other…
My heart and head hell even my body were all fighting one another I knew you didn’t care about being in my world,but you knew how to get my ******* soaking wet, I knew you didn’t care about seeing how precious my heart was, but you knew how to get me to say yes even though I wanted to say no…
You didn’t have to have my longing heart but at least could have got to know it and see what made it happy
I was only good enough for you to go deep inside my wet ***** to lay inside and say “have my babies” to lay inside me and temporarily call me yours, to lay inside me and not truly like me, to lay inside me and pluck my petals and get rid of me once you came to,to lay inside me going deep enough that my juices flowed all over your bed and to tell me that you loved me…
I foolishly spilled my feelings towards you thinking that it was a safe space for my longing heart and that you were finally opening up yours to me but you turned around humiliating me, it hit me in my chest smacking me back into reality
Causing me to see that you just wanted me to be another one in your rotation when you needed to be pleased, it caused me to see that you slowly had me wrapped around your finger doing a dance only you could teach, it caused me to finally say enough is enough and let this casual connection be…
-Mahogany 🌹
Mar 28
Mar 28, 2026 at 12:39 AM UTC
There was nothing ever casual about me opening up my legs to you, with the way I let you take me, with the way I let you have all of me, with the way I let you deflower me with no hesitation…
Sloppily exploring me, rushing inside of me on and off tequila no matter if there was foreplay or not, there was an emptiness inside of me foolishly growing that kept me wanting more & more of whatever you were putting out…
As the years went on and as my legs opened up more for you, that foolishly emptiness I call my heart grew more fond of you and I wanted to open it up to you I wanted you to see me beyond your bedroom or even your kitchen counter…
My heart would wheeped after we touched each other because you and your body no longer wanted mine and I knew deep down inside that foolishly emptiness I call my heart knew that me and you were never going to be no matter how many sweet nothings & false promises you whispered in my ear
I let My lonely bed and now my longing heart and those sweet sweet nothings make me lose my mind all over something so casual to you, it made me wonder who was touching you ,who was liking you ,who was doing the things & saying the filthy things that we said to each other…
My heart and head hell even my body were all fighting one another I knew you didn’t care about being in my world,but you knew how to get my ******* soaking wet, I knew you didn’t care about seeing how precious my heart was, but you knew how to get me to say yes even though I wanted to say no…
You didn’t have to have my longing heart but at least could have got to know it and see what made it happy
I was only good enough for you to go deep inside my wet ***** to lay inside and say “have my babies” to lay inside me and temporarily call me yours, to lay inside me and not truly like me, to lay inside me and pluck my petals and get rid of me once you came to,to lay inside me going deep enough that my juices flowed all over your bed and to tell me that you loved me…
I foolishly spilled my feelings towards you thinking that it was a safe space for my longing heart and that you were finally opening up yours to me but you turned around humiliating me, it hit me in my chest smacking me back into reality
Causing me to see that you just wanted me to be another one in your rotation when you needed to be pleased, it caused me to see that you slowly had me wrapped around your finger doing a dance only you could teach, it caused me to finally say enough is enough and let this casual connection be…
-Mahogany 🌹
