i fell again, the same wounds
they opened up.
took pieces of me away
took me away
took away my mask,
the happiness everyone was used to
the smile faded
my body is a vessel that can't handle my emotions no longer
they spill out of me
my eyes- tears fall
my fingertips- i hold on too strong or not at all
my lips- chapped
my hugs- full of something.. longing
my emotions are showing in everything i do
i can't stop
i am exposed
i am raw to the bone
every feeling that touches me makes me fall
every comforting word makes me doubt
every hand to hold lets go
no one to turn to
no one understands
no ones comfort is enough anymore
even when i reach out
even when i try to get help
there's always something else
*sorry i can't talk to you right now, i'm high as ****
the people i thought i could rely on, i can't
the people i love, don't get it
the people that have been there from the start- everybody's too consumed in their own lives
who am i to disturb them?
all i feel is pain
all i feel is the ghostly lips of the past on my forehead
..telling me to let go
all i feel is negativity
i'm too far gone
too far in
too late
sleep doesn't heal me anymore
drugs are no good
everything good that has been in my life
the good i've built for myself
has been spread upon the skin of others
has been left in the places i can no longer go
the places that hold my secrets
the places i left my feelings with
i'm emotionally raw
vulnerable
and i just want to be relieved
i've been strong
i'm tired of fighting
Nov 29, 2013
Nov 29, 2013 at 5:52 PM UTC
i fell again, the same wounds
they opened up.
took pieces of me away
took me away
took away my mask,
the happiness everyone was used to
the smile faded
my body is a vessel that can't handle my emotions no longer
they spill out of me
my eyes- tears fall
my fingertips- i hold on too strong or not at all
my lips- chapped
my hugs- full of something.. longing
my emotions are showing in everything i do
i can't stop
i am exposed
i am raw to the bone
every feeling that touches me makes me fall
every comforting word makes me doubt
every hand to hold lets go
no one to turn to
no one understands
no ones comfort is enough anymore
even when i reach out
even when i try to get help
there's always something else
*sorry i can't talk to you right now, i'm high as ****
the people i thought i could rely on, i can't
the people i love, don't get it
the people that have been there from the start- everybody's too consumed in their own lives
who am i to disturb them?
all i feel is pain
all i feel is the ghostly lips of the past on my forehead
..telling me to let go
all i feel is negativity
i'm too far gone
too far in
too late
sleep doesn't heal me anymore
drugs are no good
everything good that has been in my life
the good i've built for myself
has been spread upon the skin of others
has been left in the places i can no longer go
the places that hold my secrets
the places i left my feelings with
i'm emotionally raw
vulnerable
and i just want to be relieved
i've been strong
i'm tired of fighting