You were my second love,
I chose you to be my last.
It was steady,
Charm_
Made me feel amazing
Engraved yourself into my soul,
Morning after morning.
Couldn't stop wanting you.
Your name_
The most beautiful thing I owned:
Jedidah.
Nicknamed you Soul
You lived in my light,
And I in yours.
We were intertwined
An alibi of love
Wanted you to claim,
To own
This fresh blossom
It felt right in your arms
But now_
I am not who I was.
Fiery chills turned numb
Cannot undo,
No matter how I try
You're no longer
The trophy
The medal
I once saw you as
No amount of repentance
Can soften what has hardened
Allure become repulse
I'm on a different path
One where you don't exist,
And I cannot explain why.
Only this:
somehow,
everything
is lost
Mar 23
Mar 23, 2026 at 3:07 PM UTC
You were my second love,
I chose you to be my last.
It was steady,
Charm_
Made me feel amazing
Engraved yourself into my soul,
Morning after morning.
Couldn't stop wanting you.
Your name_
The most beautiful thing I owned:
Jedidah.
Nicknamed you Soul
You lived in my light,
And I in yours.
We were intertwined
An alibi of love
Wanted you to claim,
To own
This fresh blossom
It felt right in your arms
But now_
I am not who I was.
Fiery chills turned numb
Cannot undo,
No matter how I try
You're no longer
The trophy
The medal
I once saw you as
No amount of repentance
Can soften what has hardened
Allure become repulse
I'm on a different path
One where you don't exist,
And I cannot explain why.
Only this:
somehow,
everything
is lost
