Writing from the heart is something I’ve always done.
I only get into this state of mind on my darkest days.
Most of the time it’s ABOUT someone
But right now, I’m in my self-criticizing phase.
Years of allowing abuse got me into this debilitating state of mind.
And I was my own downfall
Now every single emotion is intertwined,
While still not wanting to change a single thing at all.
Would I still be the same person if not for the sorrow?
Would my life actually have changed?
Or would all of the pain still come tomorrow,
And all my memories just rearranged.
I really am so blessed with the people in my life today,
But why do I still feel so numb ?
I feel like my logic has gone astray
But in the end it’s something I’ll overcome.
I’ll always remember, Tomorrow is a new day.
Mar 21
Mar 21, 2026 at 3:23 AM UTC
Writing from the heart is something I’ve always done.
I only get into this state of mind on my darkest days.
Most of the time it’s ABOUT someone
But right now, I’m in my self-criticizing phase.
Years of allowing abuse got me into this debilitating state of mind.
And I was my own downfall
Now every single emotion is intertwined,
While still not wanting to change a single thing at all.
Would I still be the same person if not for the sorrow?
Would my life actually have changed?
Or would all of the pain still come tomorrow,
And all my memories just rearranged.
I really am so blessed with the people in my life today,
But why do I still feel so numb ?
I feel like my logic has gone astray
But in the end it’s something I’ll overcome.
I’ll always remember, Tomorrow is a new day.
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