I found you,
past galore of faces abuzz
that lonely summer when I was lost
sitting across a table meant for two or more
I was on my own, mind hazy
you were an enigma I never knew then
Call me crazy but it was no coincidence that we met
you were one careful being
and maybe I am crazy,
the way you fascinate me,
a child at heart with a profound soul
you painted me from blue to gold
It was sudden, you and I
and made us afraid
but the way I feel for you is as warm as the morning sun
or as deep as the night with moon and stars flickering above
and it made me smile,
to the thought of you with your pretense of indifference,
the times you tried to brush me off until I found my way to your heart, cold and guarded
But look at you now my love, look at us now,
the way our hands are entwined with one another,
the way we bask in from our countless kisses and embrace,
it made me miss you everyday
If only I could rewrite this year that almost tore me apart
I would erase everything and begin again to the part where I met you,
where I am just happy and nothing hurts,
and where I only enjoy a random day with you,
drinking coffee as we talk for hours,
and by the evening I would lay next to you,
head rested in your neck, arms wrapped around your shoulder
But I am no writer of fate,
just a girl in love and still hoping for better days to come
and you are one of those days,
the wallop of your existence which you could not even grasp,
like the way you laugh or your exquisite lashes, how you hate the dark,
the scrunching of your forehead when you concentrate, the look your eyes give when you see me crying
and I would always be enamored of you,
you thought of me more than what they thought I am
but sometimes I wonder, why you care for such a world?
a world which tends to be cruel and gives you nothing in return
and that made you one of a few, with your benevolence and compassion
I wish I could also be as free as you,
you stood to your notions raw and true
the way you see yourself for who you really are,
I wish I could be stronger for you
What happened when I found you,
when I have nowhere to go to,
as I carried with me my heart shattered in two
for all the times I gave myself to everyone until I fell apart
only God knows how many times I tried,
to mend myself just to be broken and get beaten all over again
and so I shut myself out,
until there was no one but you
you looked at my scars and still told me I was beautiful
everything seemed brighter when I'm with you
and I would always remember the last time you took me out on a date,
when we said goodbye and meet again the following day
I would always remember the last time we made love,
every touch, every kiss,
the way you hold me like I'm the only one
the tears you wiped away as you whisper,
I am here
Mar 17
Mar 17, 2026 at 2:08 PM UTC
I found you,
past galore of faces abuzz
that lonely summer when I was lost
sitting across a table meant for two or more
I was on my own, mind hazy
you were an enigma I never knew then
Call me crazy but it was no coincidence that we met
you were one careful being
and maybe I am crazy,
the way you fascinate me,
a child at heart with a profound soul
you painted me from blue to gold
It was sudden, you and I
and made us afraid
but the way I feel for you is as warm as the morning sun
or as deep as the night with moon and stars flickering above
and it made me smile,
to the thought of you with your pretense of indifference,
the times you tried to brush me off until I found my way to your heart, cold and guarded
But look at you now my love, look at us now,
the way our hands are entwined with one another,
the way we bask in from our countless kisses and embrace,
it made me miss you everyday
If only I could rewrite this year that almost tore me apart
I would erase everything and begin again to the part where I met you,
where I am just happy and nothing hurts,
and where I only enjoy a random day with you,
drinking coffee as we talk for hours,
and by the evening I would lay next to you,
head rested in your neck, arms wrapped around your shoulder
But I am no writer of fate,
just a girl in love and still hoping for better days to come
and you are one of those days,
the wallop of your existence which you could not even grasp,
like the way you laugh or your exquisite lashes, how you hate the dark,
the scrunching of your forehead when you concentrate, the look your eyes give when you see me crying
and I would always be enamored of you,
you thought of me more than what they thought I am
but sometimes I wonder, why you care for such a world?
a world which tends to be cruel and gives you nothing in return
and that made you one of a few, with your benevolence and compassion
I wish I could also be as free as you,
you stood to your notions raw and true
the way you see yourself for who you really are,
I wish I could be stronger for you
What happened when I found you,
when I have nowhere to go to,
as I carried with me my heart shattered in two
for all the times I gave myself to everyone until I fell apart
only God knows how many times I tried,
to mend myself just to be broken and get beaten all over again
and so I shut myself out,
until there was no one but you
you looked at my scars and still told me I was beautiful
everything seemed brighter when I'm with you
and I would always remember the last time you took me out on a date,
when we said goodbye and meet again the following day
I would always remember the last time we made love,
every touch, every kiss,
the way you hold me like I'm the only one
the tears you wiped away as you whisper,
I am here
