This past week has been one of the scariest weeks of my life.
The thought of losing you over my own insecurities and distrust from past relationships. I thought the past would repeat and my soul crushed over my weaknesses.
I’ve been so hardwired to expect the worst, don’t trust 100% but I realised that I must be better to you.
This week has changed me, changed us in the best way possible. It made me realise that we don’t have to only show our good sides in order for our love to work.
It shows that we aren’t the same people we were in the past, but the embodiment of growth. The mistakes we made that caused the argument or the mistakes made in reaction are the past bottled up and hidden in hopes our weaknesses aren’t found out by the other.
The worry is still there, the worry of failing you and failing the girl that I’ve been devoting my life to will end over childish arguments. I know how hard you are trying to care for me. Opening up about your past that always seemed like a distant memory will never go ignored.
You are safe with me.
The past isn’t who you are now.
Only the shadow of the girl who endured so much pain with no support in a world that you didn’t think wanted you here.
But I want you here. I am yours and you are mine always and forever.
I love you.
Mar 14
Mar 14, 2026 at 6:16 AM UTC
This past week has been one of the scariest weeks of my life.
The thought of losing you over my own insecurities and distrust from past relationships. I thought the past would repeat and my soul crushed over my weaknesses.
I’ve been so hardwired to expect the worst, don’t trust 100% but I realised that I must be better to you.
This week has changed me, changed us in the best way possible. It made me realise that we don’t have to only show our good sides in order for our love to work.
It shows that we aren’t the same people we were in the past, but the embodiment of growth. The mistakes we made that caused the argument or the mistakes made in reaction are the past bottled up and hidden in hopes our weaknesses aren’t found out by the other.
The worry is still there, the worry of failing you and failing the girl that I’ve been devoting my life to will end over childish arguments. I know how hard you are trying to care for me. Opening up about your past that always seemed like a distant memory will never go ignored.
You are safe with me.
The past isn’t who you are now.
Only the shadow of the girl who endured so much pain with no support in a world that you didn’t think wanted you here.
But I want you here. I am yours and you are mine always and forever.
I love you.