it comes and goes; from feeling thick, and heavy, to sometimes light-"space cadet" vibes but far from high; you know? i'll pretend to feel alright; boredom.... raises or lowers my appetite;
there's a side that wants that "spice of life"; sometimes.... i just want to feel, you know? alive; because i almost always feel so effing dead inside....
Mar 4
Mar 4, 2026 at 1:55 AM UTC
it comes and goes; from feeling thick, and heavy, to sometimes light-"space cadet" vibes but far from high; you know? i'll pretend to feel alright; boredom.... raises or lowers my appetite;
there's a side that wants that "spice of life"; sometimes.... i just want to feel, you know? alive; because i almost always feel so effing dead inside....
meh
