I never meant to look at, by, or near you-
And I wish you'd never do the same,
Once again I've run away.
Easier to hide and cry
That continue to face my insecurities.
Hateful dissonant Gaze,
Landing upon my face.
A creature so ugly nesting in the dark recesses of my brain,
Chomping on up my sunshine thoughts,
And throwing up intrusive // ideation.
Crazy, distorted ramblings,
I gut my creativity,
Spilling everything possible,
Before I lose to my sea of hate.
GIVE ME BACK MY AUTONOMY.
Feb 22
Feb 22, 2026 at 12:51 AM UTC
I never meant to look at, by, or near you-
And I wish you'd never do the same,
Once again I've run away.
Easier to hide and cry
That continue to face my insecurities.
Hateful dissonant Gaze,
Landing upon my face.
A creature so ugly nesting in the dark recesses of my brain,
Chomping on up my sunshine thoughts,
And throwing up intrusive // ideation.
Crazy, distorted ramblings,
I gut my creativity,
Spilling everything possible,
Before I lose to my sea of hate.
GIVE ME BACK MY AUTONOMY.
