I will weep at the advent,
Of the setting Sun.
Swinging from the wallowing willow,
Leaves kissing the edge
Of the riverbrook's glean.
Leaping from the crackling branch,
Skipping over the dappled stone path
Into darker beings.
Embracing the careless evil
Of twittering Faeries and
Flighty will-O'-the-wisps,
Swallowed by the forest beyond.
1d ago
Jun 3, 2026 at 11:57 PM UTC
We were never here to stay.
Do I hand over my heart,
Or wait for Death to take me back?
Someone else has staked their claim on this mind,
Yet I'm made to believe it's mine?
A form that rots away,
Shadowy seedling blooming in the shell,
An eye springing from my grasp,
Rolling to a stop among the deep blue grass.
Sunken grave dirt in the Earth below,
Giving way to undead regrets.
Something...
Is beginning to depart,
From my brain into my chest,
Planting, sprouting, blooming!
A flower best kept in the dark.
Let it wither up and scatter in the wind before taking root.
Mar 30
Mar 30, 2026 at 6:11 PM UTC
I never meant to look at, by, or near you-
And I wish you'd never do the same,
Once again I've run away.
Easier to hide and cry
That continue to face my insecurities.
Hateful dissonant Gaze,
Landing upon my face.
A creature so ugly nesting in the dark recesses of my brain,
Chomping on up my sunshine thoughts,
And throwing up intrusive // ideation.
Crazy, distorted ramblings,
I gut my creativity,
Spilling everything possible,
Before I lose to my sea of hate.
GIVE ME BACK MY AUTONOMY.
Feb 22
Feb 22, 2026 at 12:51 AM UTC
Tears are brimming,
Overflow is imminent,
And the dam I build and repair,
Chips and cracks with every little feeling.
One leak turns into twenty,
Each bigger than the last.
Running and hiding does me no favors,
There is a new fear around every corner.
I can see myself deteriorating in the mirror.
I
Can feel my mind,
Gradually slipping away.
Into the clouds, where it wants to stay, lost.
Is there a stop to this inevitable break?
Or at the very least a stall,
Till I can stuff my frame into the wall,
And stifle my whimpers and groans.
Feb 10
Feb 10, 2026 at 10:48 PM UTC
Something inside me,
Is always wrong.
A hollow feeling,
That carves out a dip in my chest,
Fear and fleeting despair,
That I'm always distracting my brain from.
And endless fight against slurries of torrid thoughts -
I am all consumed by myself,
And my relationships suffer for it.
I want to hole up and crawl away,
Run into a busy street and splatter against the pavement-
Or #### me open from neck to stomach,
And hang my dripping body over the desolate garden.
Feb 8
Feb 8, 2026 at 7:49 PM UTC
The only speck of light in the room -
A curtain I've never dared to open,
Bent slightly away, swaying against it's snowy backdrop.
The cold light leeched into my skin,
Freezing the gasps and grunts that plop from lips to the ground,
Shattering in ****** shards against my legs,
Reflecting my all too pathetic form.
I remember it all as I gaze into that open gap,
Feeling along the indentation in my throat.
A still night,
Surrounded by silence yet unable to hear it-
My ears are never quiet.
I can feel you emerging-
I guess it was an impossible task keeping you hidden.
You'll reach into my desperate affection and take all you can gather -
Before making off with my remaining reason.
Do you love me?
Something I know you could never answer,
If we were even to meet,
And you could somehow remember me.
But I still ask myself anyways,
Hoping one day I might be able to shut out your muted response.
Feb 8
Feb 8, 2026 at 7:47 PM UTC
Save my soul
Condemn my hope,
Light the candle.
In grief's stead,
Will fate guard thine grave,
or let time deface it's name?
As I burn within the eternal flame,
Let the roses grow wildly over the stone,
and spread the ashes among the waves.
This will not contain me,
Nor will it revive, or save me.
Between or Beyond,
You'll find only my soulless ghost.
Aug 2, 2025
Aug 2, 2025 at 1:35 AM UTC
Clouds and mist,
Enchanting rain,
Bitterly cold - freeze me to sobriety,
Stain the shame into my flesh,
I need to stay awake.
Euphorically warm - lull me to sleep,
Wash the future into your streams,
And hold me so I will never wake.
Jul 31, 2025
Jul 31, 2025 at 9:10 PM UTC
There's something to being lost in the aching pain,
That won't leave your head; mouth; jaw...
And the stinging that tears at the legs,
Shame written in beautifully smeared strokes.
And finally I've come back to my senses,
Out of that overwhelming sorrowful hatred, terror and pain.
Am I myself again?
My mind is too bleary, eyes too weighted and heavy to tell.
I think its a new day-
But when everything starts to look the same,
I'm not sure if the fitful sleep that befell me ever really happened at all.
I want to leave myself alone.
Its too much always being stuck with this brain-
Nagging that doesn't stop,
Shame that wiggles and grows,
Guilt that bites down deep and can't get out.
"Not enough time"
Never enough for anything,
And yet so much wasted that could be used for everything.
Jul 29, 2025
Jul 29, 2025 at 3:44 AM UTC
We find a little viciousness in every breathing thing,
WrIthIng in exasperated pain,
Somehow living without a brain
And eating without a face.
Where does this carnivorous flower bloom?
In fleshy, wheezing caverns,
Whispering of humanity and all its boons.
Oh, hideous beast,
Stinking of singed hair and ****** moons,
Lay under the blade of my knife,
And let me vanquish the despised you -
Once the warring bodies fall silent,
Quivering in anticipatory delight,
Will the thrashing corpses relax under the vultures' blackened eyes.
Jul 15, 2025
Jul 15, 2025 at 4:34 AM UTC