I, feel so small, inside of my shell,
Hidden away from any light at all,
Curled up so tight trying to hold on.
I, feel like a malfunctioned machine,
Living with no purpose or feeling,
Trying hard to do anything I can grasp.
They don't want to hear how I'm feeling,
Especially when I'm not happy enough.
So I just pretend to be fine,
Disassociate and hide.
You show the worst in me,
It's making me sick as can be.
I need to untangle all my mind,
So I can finally sleep at night.
You show the worst in me,
Bringing back my anxiety.
You make me feel like a sick twisted dream.
There are dragons eating,
The eyes of my soul.
There are memories being burnt,
For traumatic new ones.
You've rewired up my brain,
Clogged my memory, started a chain,
Of pure destruction like I'm some kind of monster.
They don't want to hear how I'm feeling,
Especially when I'm not happy enough.
You show the worst in me,
It's making me sick as can be.
I need to untangle all my mind,
So I can finally sleep at night.
You show the worst in me,
Bringing back my anxiety.
You make me feel like a sick twisted dream
Don't abuse my trust,
Don't abuse my care.
Don't you even think either,
That you can abuse my friends.
Because every single person has a beast,
And mine is one best not to meet.
You show the worst in me,
It's making me sick as can be.
I need to untangle all my mind,
So I can finally sleep at night.
You show the worst in me,
Bringing back my anxiety.
You make me feel like a sick twisted dream
You show the worst in me,
It's making me angrier to see.
I need to unravel all my thoughts,
So I can finally thrive at life.
You show the worst in me,
Bringing back my anxiety.
You make me feel like,
You make me feel like,
You make me feel like, darkness.
Feb 19
Feb 19, 2026 at 7:13 PM UTC
I, feel so small, inside of my shell,
Hidden away from any light at all,
Curled up so tight trying to hold on.
I, feel like a malfunctioned machine,
Living with no purpose or feeling,
Trying hard to do anything I can grasp.
They don't want to hear how I'm feeling,
Especially when I'm not happy enough.
So I just pretend to be fine,
Disassociate and hide.
You show the worst in me,
It's making me sick as can be.
I need to untangle all my mind,
So I can finally sleep at night.
You show the worst in me,
Bringing back my anxiety.
You make me feel like a sick twisted dream.
There are dragons eating,
The eyes of my soul.
There are memories being burnt,
For traumatic new ones.
You've rewired up my brain,
Clogged my memory, started a chain,
Of pure destruction like I'm some kind of monster.
They don't want to hear how I'm feeling,
Especially when I'm not happy enough.
You show the worst in me,
It's making me sick as can be.
I need to untangle all my mind,
So I can finally sleep at night.
You show the worst in me,
Bringing back my anxiety.
You make me feel like a sick twisted dream
Don't abuse my trust,
Don't abuse my care.
Don't you even think either,
That you can abuse my friends.
Because every single person has a beast,
And mine is one best not to meet.
You show the worst in me,
It's making me sick as can be.
I need to untangle all my mind,
So I can finally sleep at night.
You show the worst in me,
Bringing back my anxiety.
You make me feel like a sick twisted dream
You show the worst in me,
It's making me angrier to see.
I need to unravel all my thoughts,
So I can finally thrive at life.
You show the worst in me,
Bringing back my anxiety.
You make me feel like,
You make me feel like,
You make me feel like, darkness.
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