Some days I wonder if I would be better
off dead,I'm a burden to my family
a worry for my friends,always a problem
and others having to find the solution
to what's wrong with me,so I don't blame
them for leaving.
But I know whats wrong with me I'm not meant
to be alive.never being able to keep
the people I love I always find a way to mess
it up even though its perfect,so I don't blame
them for leaving.
i believe I'm not able to keep a relationship
with someone is because I'm not used to something good
its not that I don't like it.its because I'm not
comfortable with it,I think I cant get too
close to a person so I find a way to make them
leave its not because I want them to leave,so I
don't blame them for leaving.
I'm testing them to see if they will stay or leave
like everyone else but they leave and its because I'm a burden
and "too much to deal with" so they leave and I don't
blame them because I would too I hate
myself for the person I am its always been like this,
so I don't blame them for leaving.
Feb 19
Feb 19, 2026 at 10:30 AM UTC
Some days I wonder if I would be better
off dead,I'm a burden to my family
a worry for my friends,always a problem
and others having to find the solution
to what's wrong with me,so I don't blame
them for leaving.
But I know whats wrong with me I'm not meant
to be alive.never being able to keep
the people I love I always find a way to mess
it up even though its perfect,so I don't blame
them for leaving.
i believe I'm not able to keep a relationship
with someone is because I'm not used to something good
its not that I don't like it.its because I'm not
comfortable with it,I think I cant get too
close to a person so I find a way to make them
leave its not because I want them to leave,so I
don't blame them for leaving.
I'm testing them to see if they will stay or leave
like everyone else but they leave and its because I'm a burden
and "too much to deal with" so they leave and I don't
blame them because I would too I hate
myself for the person I am its always been like this,
so I don't blame them for leaving.
